Merry Christmas (ON HOLD)

Take It Slow

Chris POV

I hop out the shower and grab my towel making my way to my room. After I dry off, I grab my white t-shirt throwing my Bape hoodie over it. I get in some knee-ripped denim skinny jeans struggling to get them on. Damn I need to get pants that don't fit like tights. After I get them on I grab my Black Polo cap.

I was getting ready to go to Shad's house since he wanted to chill. I haven't seen him since the incident at his party. We texted but that's it. I was about to text him when my phone buzzed. It was from Hazel.

Hazel :
Hey are you busy?

I immediately text back. Which is bad because she probably thinking that I'm just sitting around waiting for her to contact me. Well fuck it, I don't care.

Me:
Nah, I'm just chilling.

Shad's ass would have to wait.

Hazel:
Can you come through I wanna talk to you? Or do you want me to come over.

Chris :
Can you come over nobody's home so we won't be disturbed or anything.

Hazel:
Ight cool I'll be there in ten.

Chris:
The door gonna open be open for ya.

I ran downstairs opening the door and ran back up to my room halfway closing my door. I take off my sweater and hat putting them where they belong.

I'm surprised she wanted to talk to me she seemed so uninterested and that hurt like a bitch. But hopefully we could take things slow. I wouldn't want to jeopardize everything we got. I get up off my bed and try to make my room presentable. I never cared about how my room looked when Haze was over but I just wanted to clean up.

I turn my head when I hear my door creek and see Hazel's wild curly hair at my doorway. God she was so cute. She walked over to me and we hugged each other quickly.

"Wassup ?" I asked her laying on my bed turning on the smart tv, starting up Netflix.

She starts taking off her coat revealing one of my Bape hoodies, and sits next to me. She has more of my hoodies than I do.

"Nothing much." She replies with a shrug. What the fuck you mean "nothing much".You came here for a reason.

"You said you wanted to talk so say something." That was a little rude but I was just frustrated. I muted the Flash show from Marvel. I loved all these superheroes they were my childhood. I used to have every comic book and yeah I was a nerd.

"Well , I don't want to be distant from you. I know you love me and I'm just confused. I don't want to lose you Chris. I'm not ready to make anything official. Can we just let it rock?" She tells me face to face and I can't help but stare into her amazing eyes. I grab her hand playing with her fingers before saying something.

"I really want to be with you. Yeah I'm kinda confused and I know for sure you are but I know what I want. We could let it rock. Let's take it slow." I tell her still looking at her beautiful face. I could kiss her right now. I lean in closer to her, when she shakes her head putting her hand on my chest.

"Okay, let's not make this shit awkward please?" She chuckled rubbing my chest. Damn I wish she would just rip my shirt off already.

"I don't think that's possible baby. We act like a couple anyway." I laid back pulling her down with me.

"We're not a couple." She replied laying on top of me. I scrunch up my face looking at her then at the tv over and over again.

"Then what are we?" I sit up now looking down at her.

"We chilling taking it slow remember? We are just best friends Chris. It's hard for me to really love. I've been hurt so many times it's just like whatever. Also this is new for-" She rushed her words before I cut her off with my lips. I kiss her with so much passion as much as a I could give to her. I'm surprised she didn't push me away its like she's been waiting for this. Our lips moved in unison as she began slipping out moans. She was turning me on to be honest but we weren't gonna go there. So I pulled away first looking into her eyes. They were full of lust and she looked like she wanted me, but I couldn't do it until she admitted she loved me the way I love her. Using my thumb I rub the middle of her back while we continued to look at each other.

"Hey I'm not gonna hurt you. I want to be yours and you only. I had problems with being faithful in high school but fuck all that. I'm all grown up now." I grab her chin when she looks down at my chest  and give her a small smile."You can trust me."

"I understand Chris just give me time. It's just crazy with everything that's going on. Can we watch the show now?" She lays back in my bed now with her head on my chest and my chin on the top of her head.

"What's going on?" I ask her playing with her hair.

"Well this morning Marcus came over and he wanted to talk." She shook her head running her fingers through her curly locks. "He said that he was mine and I was his yata yata... and then he pulled me into the bear hug where he was indeed hurting me and he wouldn't get off me. He had so much dominance over me it was scary. But Travis heard what was going on and attacked him."
She said and I was pissed as hell. This nigga put his hands on my baby? Yeah he didn't hit her but he hurt her so I will break his nose even more. He doesn't know me.

"I will fuck him up you know that right?" I say to her.

She gets up basically cradling me. Which she shouldn't be because she's all up on CJ right now. "Don't do anything. He's understands that I don't want him and I'm done....I think."

"Nah if he comes around I'm here to beat him up." I tell her in a very serious tone.

"Calm down Chris." She puts her hands around my waist laying her head on my chest again.

"Haze?" I whisper for some unknown reason. "I love you, and I will always love you even if we fight or something. I won't let anything come between us I promise." I feel her body tense up around me, so I hold her tight waiting for a reply.

She was quiet for a little while before she looked up at me.

"I love you too Chris." She kissed my forehead laying back down. I smiled but that's not the "I love you" I was looking for. I wanted to know she was in love. After a while the show became blurry and I drifted off into a peaceful sleep, Hazel soon after me.