Merry Christmas (ON HOLD)

How Could You?

Hazel POV

So Chris has been texting me non stop. He wants me to see him but I can't do this right now I can't look him in the face and tell him how I feel. Not yet, not while I'm trying to figure things out with Marcus. I stared at the white wall in my room, then at the painting I've been trying to finish for Chris's Christmas present. Right now it's a cartoon version of him and myself but the rest is blank. No background or anything. Since I can't picture where we stand now I don't know where we stand in that painting, so for right now it's gonna stay that way.

I get up from my bed and pick up my phone. I see a text from Shad.

Bow Wow:
Hey ugly you coming to my party tonight?

Hazel:
I'm not ugly. Disrespectful ass. I don't know I didn't know there was a party.

Bow Wow:
Lol. Well there is one at my crib tonight at 7. Till whenever the sun come up you knowwwww! Lol.

Hazel:
Alright BUTTHEAD ill come , haven't seen you in a while .

Bow Wow:
Great. See you then ugly.

I dropped my phone on the bed and sat down. I would go to this party because it doesn't make sense moping around the house. I want to drink put some of the emotional shit aside. It'll just be me and Chloe. Hopefully Chris isn't there because me, him, and Shad were extremely close so if there's a party he knows.

I get up off the bed and text Chloe about the party. I make my way downstairs and see my brother eating cereal.

"Hey, Travis." I say taking a spoonful of his food. He rolls his eyes, grabs the spoon from me and continues eating. I chuckle making him give me a dirty look.

"Wassup loser?" He asks me his mouth full with fruit loops.

"You're disgusting!" I tell him grabbing a bowl making myself some as well.

"But you love me though. Aye , where's Chris he hasn't come over in two days?That's kind of a record."

"I don't know." I sighed and put my head down. "I don't want to speak about him right now."

"Hey, it's okay. At the end of the day your always gonna be friends so just fix it now." He tells me putting his bowl in the sink. He leans on the counter facing me.

"It's a little bit more complicated now." I sit on the stool and start eating my cereal. "What if me and Chris got together how would you feel?"

"I wouldn't feel anyway I mean you guys are together so much it's like you are together. Why?" Travis puts on his flannel that was around his waist and sits on the stool across from me.

"Just needed your opinion." He was right it wouldn't seem different to the outside "world" but it would to me.

"Sure. All I know is you and Breezy belong together. Figure it out. I got to go some friends on Call of Duty are waiting for me." He slaps my back and makes his way upstairs. What a brother.

"Hey you! Wash your bowl I'm not doing this shit for you."

"Huh? I can't hear you!" He yells back and then I hear his door shut. Lazy ass.