I want a Man not a Boy

I want a Man not a Boy (Secrets uncovered Lies prt 2)

Landon walked over to me. I ushered him to take at least a step back. He mumbled some extra shit under his breath that pissed me off. I gave him a questionable look and he gave me one too. His not about to play dumb with me. I know exactly what he Is trying to make this. He wants me to feel guilty for not talking to him.

He stepped closer again. Till he reached my bed and we were staring dead into each others eyes. I hated him so much but loved him so bad.

"Great...shit." i said as a tear fell down my cheeck. I tried so hard not to let it out but the situation at hand was the fact that. Landon cheated on me with Chest, we've been on and off now and shit's just been going down. I took a good look at him. 2 weeks and shit already stirring. Landon was still staring at me with guilt and desperation and secrecy in his eyes. I saw it all. His keeping something from me and if he doesn't make it his duty to tell me right now. I have no choice but the slip away and let him go. Im so sick of that same old love. Its so annoying and it tears me up.

"I know you know...treasure and baby I'm sorry." He told me.

I had a lot of things to tell him, but it's like they all went on a vacation without giving me a notice. "Landon..." I started off collecting my thoughts. I wanted every word so far that would come out of my mouth to then sink into his brain.

"Baby...Landon...I feel like no matter what we do...We are always going to be in love with each other-or at least I am-. I said with a shock.

"Mhmm." He said back. He pulled up a seat and I didnt really notice.

"Landon...I want you...but your not what I need at this moment. You feel like another extra part of me that just won't work...I have no care for your excuses. But I feel like this relationship has to come to an end. If you love me then you'll just let me be." I said it while taking a breath. Making every pause sink into his head more and more and more. I looked up at him. He seemed bewildered that I would've managed to say such things.

"...Treasure... " he said. I looked up at him after looking down and intwining my fingers with the bed sheets. He held my hands and sat on my side bed.

"Chest and I are...nothing." he said, I was anxious to see what he was about to say. He took a deep breath after he peeped the look i shot him and continued yet again.

"Treasure we can't just give up...there will be fall outs but we make it stronger. You yourself told me that flowers need rain to grow. " he said to me. I just stared at him and my mind went back to 5 years and 3 months ago.

Flashback.
Third person P.O.V

Treasure just finished work and had to go home to her dorm room. she attended LSU. with her best friends Amber and Monique. When she got home she headed straight for her bed room and plopped herself into her bed. It was close enough to Christmas and Landon was supposed to comeback from a family vacation.

Neither did she know, that the family vacation was the start of his drug company he'd been planing with Boone a friend of his.

Amber walked by and the smell of her perfume filled the house. She walked backwards and knocked on Treasure's already opened door.

"How was work?" She asked. Treasure was famished and wanted to go to bed. She didn't want to engage in any conversation at this moment. She was in love with with Landon and missed him badly. They Skype'd and ooVoo each other but it never quite did it for her. "A package came for you in the mail." Amber announced as she invited herself in and sat on the right bottom corner of her bed. She kissed her teeth thinking about this attitude Treasure was having. She for once wanted Treasure to be happy but she had a feeling about Landon.

"Here." She said passing a package to her. "It just got here...I'm suprised you didn't pick it up on your way in." She was referring to the fact that she layed it on a pilliow on her bed. The package wasn't very big. Just a rectangle with a stamp that read.. from: Miami.

Treasure noticed the package but figured she could open it tomorrow when she wasn't so fatigued.

She sat up when Amber said the words " it's from Miami.." which was where Landon was.

She tore the package open and before anything else Amber got up to go with Monique to the club. It was happy Friday and Nasty's a strip club. Since they were both the bisexual. Them and other girls and guys would go in a group and have a good time. And maybe rent out a hotel room or a motel for their take homes...if they had enough money from spending it on the strippers.

Treasure tore open the package and a whole bunch of packaging stuffing fell out with a key and a note.

It wrote.

Wear something X-tra sexy and use these keys to go to....
Crowne Plaza Hotel
Room: 672

Love, You know bae.

Treasure was basically in tears at this point. She went over to her bathroom and bathed with that good stuff she had to get out the shower naked and go into Amber's bathroom in hopes to find shaving cream for herself... since landon wasnt here she kinds decided to let herself go. She finished her hygiene, shaved all unwanted hairs and went into her closet and picked out a red lingerie and a greenish brown trench coat. She curled her hair and put on red lipstick to make her lips pop. Along with some other makeup products.
She put on her expensive earrings and perfume that smelt so good. Landon said he liked it in her since it was what she wore for the first week they met before she changed it. Landon constantly complained about her wearing the old one she wore when they first met. But she saved it for moments like this. She got it out a sprayed it 10 rimes around her body. She looked at her body in a full mirror and she liked what she saw. No flaws would enter her mind at this moment without her knowing she looked fine as hell. She put on some matching red pumps and got her clutch and a change of clothes to wear and stuffed it in her Duffel.

She exited and got into her Honda 2014 All white. She sat in it and put on Beyonce "Dance for you." She couldn't waiye and almost even skipped a red light. Bae was in the look out. And she wanted him even moreso than he wanted her.

She pulled up to the parking lot and took in a deep breath. She came out of the car and looked around took a deep breath. When she breath out steam came out her mouth. " shit my breath. She said out loud. She opened her clutch to have things fall out. A light skinned guy with pink lips and cute ass smile helped her. But she payed him no mind. She was busy. She said her thanks and thought if she'd ever see him again. She popped four tic tacs into her mouth and went off. She got the key and walked around looking for the place. No lie the hotel was pretty but she payed it no mind. She was on a mission for some sausage.

She got to the room and breath in and out. She was so excited her heart was beating she was not going to plan on being a crybaby tonight. She unlocked the door. Walked in and she gasped.