Wrong Number (Cake Hoodings)

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{ f i f t y f o u r }

Luke: are you okay?

Daddy: yeah, why?

Luke: idk, you haven't texted me yet and it's already 8pm so...

Daddy: I had practise.

Luke: that's never stopped you before.

Daddy: I'm sorry, its just going to take some time for me to come to terms with the fact that Michael and Lacey know, I guess.

Luke: they aren't going to tell anyone.

Daddy: I know that, I trust them. It's just, before them you were the only person that knew and I was kind of content with that. I'm sorry, this probably sounds so stupid.

Luke: it doesn't Cal, I understand. Let's do story time for me now, okay?

Luke: you already know I was 14 when I started to accept myself as genderfluid. Even though I accepted myself I refused to tell anyone for a solid 6 months. I kept writing it in a journal over and over when I felt the urge to tell anyone because I was so scared.

Luke: on my 15th birthday my mom took me shopping, she'd found the journal weeks before and was waiting for me to tell her myself but I didn't know that so I still kept quiet. We walked into Hot Topic (yeah, I was going through that phase) and I started to pick out band shirts and stuff.

Luke: she was looking in the women's section and started piling up her arms with women's clothing and when she told me to try on everything I'd picked, she came in with me and just handed me all these clothes made for women and helped me change into them and...yeah.

Luke: she was the first person that knew. Even then, after one person knowing I was still terrified to tell anyone else. My mom told James when we all sat down for dinner one day, it was a few days after the shopping and I'd still not worn anything that I'd bought.

Luke: she was trying to make me comfortable around the house by telling James but he freaked out, completely. He was so weirded out but he tried his best to be accepting. It took him a while but he came to terms with it a few months later.

Luke: took me 3 months of my mom knowing to tell Mikey. He had his suspicions of me being gay at the time, along with the rest of the population but he was always fine with the idea of that so I just decided to outright come out with it.

Luke: it was in school, actually. I hadn't planned to tell him until that night but I was so nervous that as soon as his mouth was full of food I just blurted it out and then ran off. He came found me, told me everything was alright and that was that.

Luke: and almost 4 years later, you have been the fourth person to know, and the second person that I, myself, have told. So trust me Calum, I know how you feel. But I'm sick of people not knowing now, it's why I told you so quickly, because anyone that doesn't accept it I won't give the time of day to because it's who I am.

Daddy: I don't know what else to say but wow.

Daddy: and I love you.

Daddy: like a lot a lot okay, and I'm sorry for not texting you earlier because I realise how much of an asshole move that was.

Daddy: you're so amazing Luke and you don't even know it.

Luke: no no I think I'm pretty great too.

Luke: you know what I think will make you feel better, less tense...

Luke: *image attached*

Daddy: yeah that definitely does something ;)

Daddy: you're very pretty everywhere ugh look at those legs in those shorts, my god woman

Daddy: *image attached*

Daddy: look at what you do to me baby.

Luke: I don't get how we can go from deep loving conversation to sexting within seconds

Daddy: it's like a balanced diet so be quiet and sext me like you mean it :P