*y/ex/bff, your ex best friend*
As you walk into your room you haven't received a text, call, or a sign from Zach. As the hours pass you begin to worry. You go on Instagram to see you're comments are going wild.
"Zachs cheating on you." Reads one. "I'm sorry." Says another. "Zach doesn't deserve you, he's a bitch." You begin to worry. You look at a picture that you're tagged in.
You see a video of Zach and another girl, and you click on it, he starts making out with her, and he looks like he's enjoying all of it.
You take out your phone and text Zach.
"I'm sorry I put all of my trust in you. I'm sorry I put all of my faith in you. I'm sorry I believed in you. I'm sorry I thought you could keep all your promises."
At this point tears stream down your face.
Zach soon texts back "what's wrong." You quickly text back. "Asshole." "What did I do?" Zach texts. "I'm not dumb." You text back. Zach texts "I don't know what you're talking about." "Don't talk to me." You text back. "What did I do." Zach texts. After a wait he texts back "hello?" "I'm sorry."
You text back "save it." As you begin to cry yourself to sleep, you begin to wonder what you did wrong. "Am I not pretty enough." You thought to yourself. "Am I not skinny enough." You ask yourself.
Questions spin in your head as you become sadder and sadder every minute you think about this.
"Zach never loved me." You said to yourself.
You take out your phone to call your friend Caitlin.
The phone rings a couple of times then she answers, "hey, I heard what happened. Are you okay?" She asks. "I guess." You answer back knowing you're not.
"Y/n, it's okay to not be okay, you don't have to be strong all the time." Caitlin says to you.
You sniffle and say "I guess. It's just I don't like feeling vulnerable." You say feeling like you let people down.
"I'll be over in five." Caitlin says quickly and hangs up.
Sure enough five minutes later Caitlin shows up at your door with your favorite candy and gives you a stuffed animal.
You hug Caitlin "thank you." You say. "For what?" Caitlin asks you. "For being there." You say. "I'll always be here y/n. Always." Caitlin says.
There's a knock at the door so you get up and answer it. There stands Zach at the door. Your heart aches and you feel like crying again. "What do you want Zachary." You say not wanting to talk to him.
"I need to explain myself." Zach says. "Explain what, because everything is perfectly clear, you cheated." You say, tears threatening to spill. "Y/n please." Zach pleaded. "Five minutes." You say.
"Y/n, I'm sorry, I did cheat. I kissed y/ex/bff, because I knew I was a player and I didn't want to hurt you." Zach says trying to make up an excuse.
"Zachary, don't lie to me. I already have trust issues, I don't need this right now. You cheated because you thought she was hot. You never considered me or my feelings. Please get the fuck out of my house now." You say to Zach.
"I'm sorry y/n." "Goodbye Zachary." You say as you push him out of your house.
As soon as the door shuts, Caitlin comes over and hugs you and you start crying badly.
You sniffle and ask "did I do the right thing?" "If it felt right to you, then you did the right thing, if it doesn't feel right, then it's not. It's up to you what choice you make." Caitlin tells you.
You continue to cry and then you say "it hurts so much. He was my best friend, we could tell each other anything, now I feel like we're strangers."
"I don't know what to do." You tell Caitlin. "Do whatever feels right." Caitlin says.
You take your phone out and text Zach.
"I love you, I really do, but I cannot take this. You were my best friend, my everything, but now, it feels like we're strangers. I cannot put myself through this any longer. Right now, I think we need time apart. I don't think I can't accept your apology right now, and I'm sorry, but I guess this is the end for now." You type, then you slowly press send.
You cry harder then you did before. "I did it. I broke up with him." You say you voice cracking. Caitlin hugs you and says "did it feel right?" "It didn't feel right, but I just can't take seeing him anymore right now." You say.
