|trigger warning| bold is flashbacks, at one point this was actually happening, but once Zach wakes up you remember flashbacks.|
His little whispers, love me, love me.
You hear the door creek open, as a gust of wind blows as Zach enters and slams the door.
"Heyyy" Zach slurs, stumbling to make his way towards you.
Zach finally makes it towards you without falling over, and kisses your neck.
"I want pleasure." Zach says almost not understandable, his breath smelled of alcohol. "Zach you're drunk, no."
He battered his tiny fists to feel something, wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
"I said give me pleasure NOW!" Zach says angrily, before slapping you.
You try to calm him down but he pushed you into the wall, slapping you numerous times before pinning you onto the ground, kicking you until you felt numb.
You were strong, but not that strong. Tears streamed down your face as he kept beating you.
That night he caged her, bruised and broke her, he struggled closer, then he stole her.
"Y/n, what happened last night." Zach asks sleepily, as he holds his head from his obvious headache.
You stand back in fear, scared he'll hit you again. Beat you, bruise you, rape you, again.
"Y/n, are you okay?" Zach asks noticing the fright in your eyes.
"Please don't hurt me." Is all you could say before tears started to escape from your eyes.
Zach ran over to you and tried to hug you, but you pushed him off, scared of what he would do to you next.
"Y/n." Zach says sympathetically. As he grabs your wrists you wince at the pain.
Violent wrists, and then her ankles, silent pain.
After everything Zach had done to you he finally passed out on the bed. You slowly made your way out of the bed trying not to wake him.
Tears silently streaming down your face, all you wanted to do was scream.
You take a knife in the kitchen drawer and you cut deep into your skin, numbing all of the pain from Zach.
Monster, how should I feel.
Zach quickly let go of your wrist and rolled up your sleeve, he saw your fresh cuts, and the bruises he gave you last night.
"Y/n, what is this?" Zach asks slowly.
"I'm afraid." You say. "Of what?" Zach asks.
"You."
Zachs eyes widen "why me?"
You close your eyes, remembering last night, not wanting to.
"You were drunk. You beat me. You slapped me, then you pushed me into a wall, then beat me, because I wouldn't have sex with you. Then when I was weak and couldn't fight back, you raped me."
Zach stood there, taken back by what he did.
"Y/n."
"I'm sorry, I just don't think I can be around you anymore." You say to Zach.
"I understand. I wouldn't want to be around me either." Zach responds.
You grab your clothes gather a couple of things and put them in a suitcase, you'd be staying with your friend Jessica, until you felt comfortable enough to be back around Zach.
"We're not over, I'm just not comfortable enough around you. I'll be back later." You tell Zach, and walk out.
Zach was a monster, but he was your monster.
