Forever and always [boyxboy][completed]

Chapter 4

Andrew POV

It's been two days since my birthday. I've been wondering and thinking about my mysterious mate that appeared that night. I still couldn't forget that beautiful face of his, I wanted to find him as quick as I can and claim him as mine.

Speaking of my mate, I still can't believe that my mate is a male. It's not that I doubt the Moon Goddess' choice but I'm struggling on how to break the news to my family and the whole pack. Will they discriminate me? Will my family disown me and kick me out of the pack? The more serious question is: Am I even gay?

Despite all those thoughts flooding me, I still go to school, reluctantly. Once I opened the front door to the school hallway, a thick waft of cinnamon and sugar rushed into my nostrils. I followed the scent and I ended up bumping into the person that I longing to meet again - my mate.

He didn't look where he was going so he crashed into me. Warm tingles and sparks ran through my whole body, making my legs wobble for a second. He must've felt the sparks too as he stares at me and slight pink tinted his cheeks. Cute.

"Oh.. Uh. sorry.." he said looking at the ground, embarrassed.

After saying that, he ran into a classroom. I wanted to follow my beautiful mate but I felt I had stepped on something. Looking at my foot is a book, a diary I think. I picked it up and I immediately knew it was his, this book has his tasty smell on it.

"Hey babe." a voice behind me said.

"Oh hey." I turned and saw Yolanda.

"Did you miss me?" she said, hugging me tightly. My wolf doesn't like it, not a bit

'Push her away!' my wolf complained.

I tried to pry her off me but in vain. Seconds later she automatically put down her hands, smiling at me.

"Let's go babe, we will be late." she hugged my right arm with both of her hands.

I sighed, trying to ignore the wrath of my wolf and walked to my classroom, with Yo on my right of course.

During recess, I decided to go up to the rooftop, bringing his diary with me. The rooftop has been my little paradise if I'm feeling down or perplexed, I would come up here and contemplate my life.

I sat down and lean my back against the barrier wall of the rooftop. I opened the book and start reading it. I learned many things about my mate through this diary. His name is Ben Colins, age 17, loves anime, wolves....and gay.

The last two points made me sighed in relieve as I didn't need to worry about my mate rejecting me if my mate does I don't even know how I will survive after rejection. Us werewolves love our mate more than anything, they are our other half and they complete us in a way that no other person in this world could. 

"Yo, look who's here." a voice said.

I looked up and saw my Beta, Melson. 

"What chu doing?" he sat beside me and snatched away the diary.

"Hey! Give it back!" I growled.

"Woah woah woah... whose is this? Ben Colins? Never heard before." he said, looking at the first page of the diary.

I snatched it from his hands and hugged it to my chest protectively.

"Oooh, someone found his mate huh? Is it this Ben guy?" he said twitching his eyebrows at me, grinning.

I stared at the book, nodded.

"Are you serious? A guy? Wow dude congrats." he stretched out his hand to me, sounded surprised.

I slapped his hand away.

He sighed, "Does he know you're....?"

"Obviously no but he loves wolves."

"That's great then. So what's really bothering you?" he said, reading my face.

"I'm scared... being disowned and kicked out.."

"Don't worry, you still have me. I can ask my dad to talk to your dad." he patted my shoulder.

"I haven't told them I found my mate."

"Well you should and be quick, the full moon is in a few days and you have to claim him before that otherwise your wolf will be crazy."

"Yeah I will."

" Oh yeah Yolanda is searching for you, I think she likes you bro." He said, standing up.

"Ugh. What does the bitch wants from me?"

"You duh." he said in a casual way.

"Fuck me then. I don't even like her."

"Huh you tell her then." with that, he left the rooftop.

I sighed. Yolanda always had a thing for me since she first met me in kindergarten. She followed me almost everywhere, clinging to me. I felt annoying whenever she call me babe and grabs my arm, I hate it now after I found my mate. I need to talk to her soon.

Ben POV

"Where is my freaking diary?!" I said worriedly while ransacking through my bag.

"What are you searching for? Need help?" Janice said with a lollipop in her mouth.

"My diary is missing! My secrets are in there!" I whispered the last part into her ear.

She looked at me with her mouth gaping, her lollipop dropping.

"Did you fell down anywhere? Or bumped into someone earlier this morning?" she said, glancing in my bag.

"No, I didn- " then I remembered bumping into Andrew this morning in the hallway.

"Yes?"

"I'm so dead right now..." I said covering my face with my hands.

"Huh?" she frowned.

I looked at her feeling despair in me.

After school, I went back home and locked myself in my room. I hid myself under a pile of unfold, clean clothes on my bed, feeling embarrassed and hopeless.

"Sweetie? You alright in there?" my mom asked, sounding concerned.

"Yeah I'm fine Mom."

"You know you always make me worry."

I sighed.

"Should I go to his house and ask him?" I mumbled.

I thought for while, considering the pros and cons. Ugh fuck it, I'm going tonight.

After dinner, I told my mom I was going to get something from a "friend's" house.

"Don't you dare to secretly go clubbing young man." my Mom said in a warning tone.

I rolled my eyes,"I'll be back before 10."

"Be car-" before she could finish I closed the door.

Along the way, I was thinking of how should I ask him. Hey, sorry to bother you but did you see my diary? Seems fine to me.

Before I knew, I already reached his doorstep. I mustered my courage and pressed his doorbell.