Rejected and Broken (Cake 5sos boyxboy)

25: Nonexistent Abs

"Cats lay on meh" <-- *dies* OMG I'm keeping the title...

Sahara's pov (I'm trying a risky maneuver)

It doesn't feel right, living on like this. I feel like my whole exsistance was taken from me yet it won't let me forgot it all and live or die in peace. Just stuck in this limbo where I mentally am dead while physically alive. "Ara?" The shaky voice of Skylar appeared beside me as her eyes scanned all my scars. "I'm sorry, Sky! I know I-" "Its ok... I know how you feel..." She sighs dragging one of the uncomfortable chairs towards the bed before getting lazy after it got stuck on the other and sitting on the floor. "Sky? Explain." I raised my eyebrow in concern, seeing how her eyes weren't as blue and were more like rain clouds then a clear lake. "I haven't kept my promise to you either..." she choked on tears, placing her hand on her mouth to stop anyone from seeing her lips tremble. From the amount of time I have known her, she never likes to cry, especially having others see her at her weakest.

"We'll be alright though, yeah?" I whisper in hope, my eyes slightly watering. "We are the Queens of the new broken scene." Sky giggles sadly, remembering the song her step-brother wrote with Ashton. (This may not be true but shhh your face) "We're kinda hot though..." "Yeah..." I smile genuinely even if it was small. At least I have her by my side, going through everything just as badly as me and together, we'll get through this eventually. "I bought some Swedish fish with Mike's money, would you like some? The nurses will never know!" She pulls out the bag of candy and waves it around like the silly person she really is. "Hand it over..." I outstretch my hand where she places 5 of the little fish. "It sounds like a drug deal when you say it like that." Unknowingly, her face wrinkles up and she cringes.

I stared at her as she ate happily on the Swedish fish. I admired her well being as much as I did her personality. This once we both were smiling genuinely. Something's never change, like the fact that we would always go out to one of the nearest stores and got Swedish fish. Something always change, like our mood, even though we never cried we still had a heart.

I remember when Daniel would tell me I had a jet black heart because I never really cried. Then we'd laugh and watch movies while we ate my favorite candy...Swedish fish. Which is now why me and Skyler always ate them because when he passed I ate them more than normal, and sky would always ask how they tasted so I gave her one. Then I got her addicted to it. Ugh the memories.

"What are you staring at! Do I have candy in me teeth?" I didn't realize that I stared at her the whole I reminiced. I started to laugh because her accent came out greatly when she was annoyed.

"Your accent still gets to me." I say smiling at her. She roles her eyes and continues her question.

"What were you thinking about?" Damn she knew me well. To well really. I shrug my shoulders and look to the floor that soon became interesting.

"Ara just...please. This relationship isn't going to work without trust, and truth." Another string of sighs leave my mouth. She was right.

"I was just thinking about Daniel. When were still together. When he would..." I let out the first whimper in years. It was the first time I've talked about this. Never has it be mentioned to anyone. We completely dissed the subject in all. "W-we would...sit and watched movies and- eat our favorite candy..." That day I cried until my face was numb. I started to shake and I panicked knowing what was happening to me.

In the background I hear my monitor beep at a fast pace, and I was out.

Calum's P.O.V

I rushed to Luke and saw a glimmer of hope. I looked around the room and found a pair of scissors on his desk and tried my hardest to cut the rope free from his beautiful body. I was falling apart. I felt like I couldn't save him. And finally I cut it free. My eyes were blury lines of salty water. I was a cliff finally crumbling to the bottom.

I shakily grabbed my phone and called an ambulance. I weezed as I ended the call. I held him in my arms and looked at his purpling lips that made his pale skin look even more pale. My hands steadily went to his hair, and I stroked his hair so gental that I thought I would break his fragile body. His arms were limp as I stroked his arm. I moved my thumb to his lips and moved it over and over again as I felt his lips become colder every stroke I gave them.

I stared to his thin little lips that I craved 24\7 and kissed his dead lips, and put my heart into this moment. I didn't care if we gone. I would do anything for this man that I would love him every way possible. Even if he was in my arms lifeless. I would kiss the hell out of him and make it be heard.

Tears sprung from my eyes even more as I was pulled away from Luke and realized that it was the paremdic, and they put him on the gerney taking him away from me.

I didn't know what to do know.

A quick little note: We worked on this chapter together and I feel happy when we do chapters as a duo. Should we make the chapters more together? Comment what u think we should do. -Sahara