OK GUYS SO IN THIS CHAPTER THERE WILL BE LOTS OF CHANGING POVS AND THOUGHTS GOING ON , BEAR WITH ME I KNOW IM SKIPPING TIME HERE BUT ITS IMPORTANT .......... JUST THOUGHT I WOULD WARN YOU SO YOUR NOT LOST . AND WHO KNOWS YOU MAY EVEN GET TO FINALLY MEET LYSSA'S MYSTERY COWBOY SOON .....
AND KEEP IN MIND THE JOURNAL THE GUYS FIND IS FROM WHEN SHE LEFT SIX YEARS PRIOR TO PRESENT TIME AND SHE WRITES IN DAILY WITH HER THOUGHTS AND STUFF .....
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A FEW WEEKS LATER
JOEYS / ROMANS POV AND THOUGHTS .
OK SO LYSSA , MY LITTLE BIT , OUR ANGEL GIRL HAS BEEN BACK A FEW WEEKS NOW AND SHE HASN'T BEEN THE SAME SINCE SHE TOLD JON HOW SHE FELT AFTER HER DEBUTE HERE IN WWE . IM REALLY STARTING TO WORRY ABOUT HER MORE AND MORE . SHE DOESNT LOOK ALL THAT WELL LATELY AND SHE BARELY EATS ANYTHING . IM STARTING TO WORRY ABOUT HER AND WHAT COULD POSSIBLY BE WRONG TO MAKE HER LIKE THIS .
NOT ONLY DOES SHE LOOK LIKE DEATH WARMED OVER BUT SHES BEEN SEVERELY DEPRESSED AGAIN FOR SOME REASON . I COULDNT FIGURE OUT WHY JON AND COLBY COULDNT SEE THIS TOO . IF I KNOW LYSSA LIKE I THINK I DO SHE IS TRYING TO HIDE SOMETHING FROM ALL OF US .
WE KNOW THAT SHES BEEN STRESSED ALOT LATELY WITH EVERYTHING SINCE SHE CAME BACK AND SIGNED WITH WWE ...... JON EVEN TOLD HER THAT HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED SIX YEARS AGO WHEN SHE LEFT HIM AND US REALLY AS WELL . BUT UNLIKE JON AND COLBY I ACTUALLY WENT BACK TO CHECK ON HER AND THATS WHEN LITTLE BIT FORGAVE ME AND WE STARTED TO KEEP IN TOUCH AGAIN .
WITH LITTLE BIT ACTING LIKE THIS LATELY IVE DECIDED THAT I NEEDED TO DO A LITTLE DIGGING OF MY OWN AND SEE IF I COULD FIND ANSWERS TO WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH HER . I HAD BEEN TALKING TO SOME OF MY FAMILY BACK HOME AND THATS WHEN I FOUND OUT SHE HAD INDEED HAD A PROCEDURE DONE THAT SAVED HER LIFE SIX YEARS AGO , AND WAS UNDER MEDICAL TREATMENT ON A DAILY BASIS FROM HER MEDICATION ......... BUT THEY DIDNT SAY WHAT KIND OF PROCEDURE OR WHAT IT WAS FOR OTHER THAN TO SAVE HER LIFE ..........
DAMN IT WHY DIDNT I SEE THIS BEFORE ........... SINCE SHE HAS BEEN HERE SHE HASN'T TAKEN ANY MEDICATION THAT IM AWARE OF . ILL HAVE TO ASK JON TO MAKE SURE SINCE THEY HAVE BEEN SHARING A ROOM LATELY . MAYBE HE CAN DO SOME MORE SNOOPING AND FIND OUT WHAT MEDICATION SHES SUPPOSE TO BE TAKING AND THEN WE CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH OUR ANGEL GIRL .
JONS / DEANS POV AND THOUGHTS
WELL MY ANGEL HAS BEEN BACK A FEW WEEKS NOW AND I LOVE HAVING HER IN MY ARMS AND WITH ME AGAIN AFTER ALL THEESE YEARS . I FELT CONTENT AGAIN AND HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER SIX YEARS ......... BUT SOMETHING DEFINATELY WASN'T RIGHT WITH HER LATELY . IVE NOTICED IT MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY . SHE JUST HASNT BEEN THE SAME GIRL IVE KNOWN AND LOVED ALL THEESE YEARS .
SHE BARELY EATS , SHE HAS DARK CIRCLES UNDER HER EYES , SHE DOESNT TALK TO US AS MUCH AS SHE USE TO ANYMORE , AND SHES TRYING TO HIDE HER WEIGHT LOSS MORE WITH BAGGY CLOTHING . WHICH DOESNT WORK SINCE HER GEAR WAS SKIN TIGHT ANYWAYS .
IM REALLY STARTING TO WORRY ABOUT MY ANGEL GIRL . I KNOW SHE TOLD ME SHE HAD A PROBLEM WITH DEPRESSION AND ALL THAT IN THE PAST . BUT MY QUESTION IS WHY ISNT SHE TAKING HER MEDICINE LIKE SHE SAID SHE NEEDED TO ON A DIALY BASIS ?
OH MY GOD ! HOW COULD I HAVE NOT SEEN THIS ........ SINCE SHES BEEN WITH ME AGAIN SHE HASN'T TAKEN ANY OF HER MEDICATION SHE HAS . THEY HAVE JUST BEEN SITTING IN HER MEDICINE BAG WITH SOME OTHER THINGS .
