A FEW WEEKS LATER
LYSSA'S POV
WELL IVE BEEN IN THIS HOSPITAL ROOM NOW FOR OVER A MONTH NOW AND TO BE HONEST IM REALLY STARTING TO GO CRAZY IN HERE . TODAY WHEN I SEE THE DOCTOR IM GOING TO ASK HIM IF I CAN GO HOME . I REALLY HAVE SOME BUSINESS I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF FIRST BEFORE I CAN START TO GET BETTER AGAIN AND BE HAPPY AGAIN WITH MY BABY DINOSAUR AND THE NEW LOVE OF MY LIFE COLBY JONATHAN LOPEZ .
I SAY THAT BECAUSE IN SOME WAYS JONATHAN WILL ALWAYS BE THE FIRST LOVE OF MY LIFE , HOWEVER COLBY HAS SHOWN ME IN SO MANY WAYS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE LOVED THE RIGHT WAY AND NOT FEEL BAD ALL THE TIME , ALWAYS SECOND GUESSING MYSELF LIKE I USE TO DO WITH JONATHAN . WITH COLBY ALL THINGS ARE SO MUCH DIFFERENT THAN THEY WERE WITH JONATHAN . COLBY LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY FLAWS AND ALL WHICH I LOVE HIM ALL THE MORE FOR , HE MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL , CHERISHED , AND VERY MUCH LOVED IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS . I GUESS YOU COULD SAY COLBY LOVES TO SPOIL ME EVERY CHANCE HE GETS TO . HE LISTENS TO ME AND WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THINGS WHICH JONATHAN NEVER DID . JONATHAN HAD HIS OWN WAY OF DOING THINGS , EVEN THOUGH HE LOVED ME , HE NEVER REALLY LISTENED LIKE COLBZ DOES.
I WAS HOPING TO BE OUT OF HERE SOON SO I COULD GO AND TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS THAT I NEEDED TO . I KNEW I NEEDED TO GO HOME FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND MAKE MY PEACE WITH MY "FAMILY" AND ALSO I HAD TO DO SOMETHING ELSE WHILE I WAS BACK HOME AS WELL . I HAD TO GO TO MY SPECIAL PLACE. I HAD TO GO TO MY PLACE I ALWAYS WENT WHEN THINGS GOT HARD FOR ME AND I NEEDED TO GO EITHER ALONE OR WITH COLBY AND JOEY . I KNEW THEY DIDNT KNOW ABOUT MY SPECIAL PLACE YET , BUT THEY WOULD SOON ENOUGH I GUESS ... ROSIE GRACE TOLD ME WHAT I NEEDED TO DO AND I PLANNED ON DOING IT WHEN I GOT OUT OF HERE . THE SOONER THE BETTER FOR ME . I MEAN I ALSO HAD TO PLAN THINGS FOR MY OFFICIAL RETIREMENT FROM WWE WHICH IS GOING TO BREAK MY HEART BUT I KNEW IT HAD TO BE DONE SO I WOULD DO IT GRACEFULLY AND WITH CLASS. I WOULDNT WHINE AND CRY OVER IT LIKE MOST DO . BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD EVENTUALLY BE BACK ONCE I WAS BETTER AGAIN .
I MUST HAVE BEEN SO LOST IN MY THOUGHTS I DIDNT HEAR MY VISITORS WHEN THEY CAME IN THE ROOM WITH ME . I HAD MY BABIES (MY KITTENS) ON THE BED WITH ME PLAYING WITH THEM SINCE THEY LOVED TO SNUGGLE WITH ME AND CUDDLE WHENEVER THEY COULD . THE PAIR OF THEM ALSO LOVED TO PURRRRRRR TO HIGH HEAVENS WHEN THEY WERE HAPPY LIKE NOW . WHICH WAS SLOWLY PUTTING ME BACK TO SLEEP .
I HEARD SOMEONE LAUGHING AT ME AND MY KITTIES AND WHEN I LOOKED UP I SAW PJ STANDING THERE . AWWWW HE LOOKED SO CUTE WITH HIS HAIR SLICKED BACK AND IN A DRESS SHIRT WITH HIS JEANS .
PJ ........ TO WHAT DO I OWE THIS PLEASURE VISIT FROM YOU ?
ANGEL HONEY YOUR SO ADOREABLE RIGHT NOW ....... COLBY IS ONE LUCKY MAN TO HAVE YOU .
PJ IM NOT ADOREABLE RIGHT NOW SO YOU CAN SAVE IT ..... NOW SERIOUSLY WHY ARE YOU HERE RIGHT NOW ? NOT THAT I MIND SEEING YOUR FRIENDLY FACE AROUND HERE BUT STILL WHY ARE YOU HERE PJ ? AND YES HE IS AND HE KNOWS IT TOO .....
ANGEL IM HERE BECAUSE I WANTED TO COME SEE HOW YOU WERE DOING . BESIDES I MISSED SEEING YOU AROUND AND THOUGHT YOU COULD USE A FRIENDLY FACE ABOUT NOW ......
OH WELL IN THAT CASE THEN COME HERE AND GIVE ME A HUG MISTER .... IVE MISSED YOU TOO AND EVERYONE ELSE REALLY .....
PJ CAME OVER AND BENT DOWN SO I DIDNT HAVE TO MOVE AND HE GAVE ME THE BEST HUG IVE GOTTEN , EXCEPT FROM COLBZ AND JOEY ........ AND WOW PJ SMELLED REALLY GOOD . DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE COLBY AND NOTHINGS GOING TO CHANGE THAT FEELING . I ONLY HAD FEELINGS LIKE THAT FOR ONE MAN NOW AND THATS COLBY JONATHAN LOPEZ . HE HELD THE KEYS TO MY HEART AND SOUL .
PJ LET ME GO AND LOOKED AT ME AGAIN WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE THAT SAID HE KNEW SOMETHING I DIDNT KNOW AND HE WAS UP TO NO GOOD ..........
UHT OH PJ ..... I KNOW THAT LOOK . WHAT DO YOU KNOW THAT I DONT AND WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR MIND THAT HAS YOU LOOKING LIKE YOUR UP TO NO GOOD MISTER ?
