STILL IN JOES ROOM
LYSSA'S POV STILL
I WAS STILL CRYING MY EYES OUT OVER THE LETTER THE BOYS HAD WRITTEN ME LETTING ME KNOW THEIR FEELINGS AND HOW THEY FELT ABOUT ME . I STILL COULDNT BELIVE THAT JAMES AND BOBBY WERE LETTING ME GO WITH OUT MAKING ME CHOOSE AND LETTING ME KNOW IT WAS OK . THAT I WOULDNT BE HURTING THEM EITHER WAY , THEY KNEW I WAS GOING TO ALWAYS CHOOSE JON AND THEY WANTED ME HAPPY AGAIN . I WAS HAPPY THAT THEY WERE LETTING ME GO BUT YET AT THE SAME TIME I WAS SAD TOO BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WAS LOOSING A PART OF ME ALSO .
THEN THERE WAS COLBY . I STILL MISSED HIM . HE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND MY BABY DINOSAUR AND MY LITTLE BUDDY . EVER SINCE I CAME BACK ITS LIKE HES ADVOIDED ME . EVEN AFTER HE FORGAVE ME FOR LEAVING AND NOT KEEPING IN TOUCH LIKE I DID WITH JOEY . OH WELL GUESS I CANT CHANGE WHATS HAPPENED ALREADY ITS DONE AND OVER WITH AND IN THE PAST NOW ANYWAYS. I JUST WISH WE COULD GO BACK TO THE WAY WE USE TO BE AS FRIENDS AGAIN . I MISS MY BABY DINOSAUR AND LITTLE BUDDY . BUT NOW SINCE IM BACK WITH JON AND EVERYTHING ITS LIKE HE ADVOIDS ME MORE THAN EVER BEFORE . AND KNOWING THAT IT REALLY HURTS MY FEELINGS .
I MEAN TONIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME I REALLY SEEN HIM SMILE IN A LONG TIME AND MEAN IT . WHEN I GAVE HIM HIS SHIRT THAT SAID HE WAS AN ANGEL KINDA GUY FOR MY MATCH TONIGHT WITH MICKIE . IF I DIDNT KNOW BETTER I WOULD HAVE SWORN HE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT IT MEANT SOMETHING ELSE WITH THE SMIRK HE HAD ON HIS FACE WHEN I TOLD HIM HE HAD TO WEAR TO THE RING ..... OH YEAH SOMETHING WAS DEFINATELY GOING ON WITH COLBY .
I HAD BEEN SO LOST IN THOUGHT I DIDNT HEAR LISA COME IN THE ROOM WITH ME UNTIL SHE PUT HER HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND SHOOK ME A LITTLE BIT ....AND KINDA SCARED ME A LITTLE OUT OF MY DAZED THOUGHTS.
OH ....LISA WHERE ....WHEN DID YOU COME IN ? SORRY GUESS I WAS LOST IN MY THOUGHTS HERE ....
YEAH NO KIDDING GIRLY . SO ARE YOU GONNA GET DRESSED OR WHAT ? I KNOW THE GUYS ARE ALL WAITING TO SEE WHAT HAS BEEN IN THAT GARMENT BAG... AND JON JUST SENT ME HERE TO MAKE SURE I MAKE YOU ALL SEXY AS HE SAID . NOT THAT YOU ARENT ALREADY .... OR NEED MUCH HELP THERE HONEY .
HA HA LISA .... BUT SERIOUSLY . SORRY I JUST KINDA LOST TRACK OF TIME I GUESS . I GOT SO WRAPPED UP IN MY THOUGHTS AND READING WHAT THE BOYS WROTE THAT I KINDA FORGOT ABOUT GETTING DRESSED . BUT ILL DO IT NOW . GIVE ME A FEW MINUTES AND ILL BE RIGHT BACK ....
I WENT INTO THE BATHROOM AND TOOK THE BAG WITH ME SO I COULD CHANGE INTO WHATEVER THE BAG HELD IN IT SINCE APPARENTLY MY BOYS HAD PICKED THIS OUT FOR ME .
WHEN I OPENED UP THE GARMENT BAG I WASNT REALLY PAYING THAT MUCH ATTENTION BECAUSE ALL I SAW WAS BLACK FABRIC AND A DRESS. SO I TOOK IT OFF THE HANGER AND PUT ON THE DRESS ALONG WITH THE HEELS AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE BAG. WHEN I WAS DONE I WALKED BACK OUT AND I HEARD LISA GASP AND SAY OH MY GOD ....
OH MY GOD ....LYSSA ......YOU ....LOOK ..... WOW ....
WHATS WRONG LISA ? IS IT THAT BAD ?
NO HONEY . YOU LOOK AWESOME . YOU DO NOT EVEN REALISE WHAT DRESS YOU HAVE ON YET ?
LISA ITS JUST A DRESS .....ITS NOTHING SPECIAL .....
NO LYSSA .... GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR THEN TELL ME ITS NOTHING SPECIAL ..... ITS THE DRESS THAT DROVE ALL THE GUYS NUTS AT THE SHOWS .
LISA YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT ?
NO LYSSA GO LOOK .......
OH MY GOD..... BUT HOW DID .... I THOUGHT THIS WAS BACK AT MY HOUSE ..... HOW DID IT GET HERE ?
DONT LOOK AT ME ..... I DIDNT BRING IT .....
WE BOTH SAID IT AT THE SAME TIME
RAYNE HAD TO HAVE DONE IT ....
