LYSSA'S POV
JOANTHAN AND I WENT BACK TO OUR LOCKER ROOM AFTER I TALKED TO HUNTER AND STEPHANIE ABOUT WHY I COULDN'T COMPETE TONIGHT HOWEVER ANGEL WAS MORE THEN WILLING TO IN MY PLACE . THEY WERE MORE THEN WILLING TO LET HER DO IT AS WELL SINCE THEY KNEW SHE HAD BEEN TRAINING WITH HER POPPA JOE AND HER BROTHERS AS WELL .
JON AND I WENT BACK TO OUR LOCKER ROOM AND HE TOLD ME TO REST ON THE OVER SIZED SOFA THERE . WHICH I DID BUT NOT BEFORE I CHANGED AGAIN INTO SOMETHING MORE COMFY FOR NOW AT LEAST UNTIL I HAD TO GO OUT AGAIN WITH THE KIDS AND THE GIRLS , NOT TO MENTION FOR MY HALL OF FAME THINGY . JON CAME OVER AFTER I GOT COMFY AND I RESTED ON HIM BY LAYING MY HEAD IN HIS LAP LIKE I ALWAYS DID AND HE PLAYED WITH MY HAIR AND RUBBED MY BACK .
I WAS SO COMFY HERE WITH MY HUSBAND I WAS DOZING WHEN I HEARD JON ASK ....
ANGEL YOU OKAY WITH US HAVING THIS BABY ? I MEAN YOU KNOW IT'S NOT GOING TO BE AN EASY PREGNANCY IF YOU GO FULL TERM LOVE .......
MOX I KNOW AND YES I WANT THIS BABY MORE THEN ANYTHING . BUT IF WHEN I GO TO THE DOCS WHEN WE GET BACK HOME AND HE TELLS ME IT'S NOT A GOOD THING THEN WE CAN DISCUSS OTHER OPTIONS I GUESS . ARE YOU NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS BABY JON ?
IT'S NOT THAT ANGEL GIRL , ITS JUST I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOUR HEALTH HONEY . I DON'T WANT YOU TO RISK YOUR HEALTH EVEN MORE IF YOU DON'T HAVE TO MY ANGEL ....... I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH FOR THAT !
MOX IT'S OKAY . AND I UNDERSTAND I REALLY DO . EVEN WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH ANGEL I DIDN'T HAVE AN EASY PREGNANCY . IT WAS HARD FOR ME BACK THEN TOO BECAUSE I'M GUESSING OF THE STRESS MY FAMILY PUT ME THROUGH AND ALSO BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH TOO BUT THAT WAS BEFORE I KNEW I HAD THE CANCER AND STUFF .
OKAY ANGEL IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT THEN WELL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE MY LOVE . YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND I JUST DON'T WANT TO LOOSE YOU YET , NOT WHEN I JUST GOT YOU AGAIN AND MADE YOU MY WIFE AFTER ALL THIS TIME HONEY . I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY .
JON I AM HAPPY AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU , ANGEL , THE BOYS , AND JOEY AND OUR GOD DAUGHTER . I LOVE YOU AND THE KIDS MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD JONATHAN LEE OWEN GOOD AND I HOPE YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME ...... EVER SINCE WE MET IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU FOR ME JONATHAN . MUCH AS I TRIED TO MOVE ON AND BE WITH OTHERS I WAS ALWAYS WITH YOU IN MY MIND AND HEART . EVEN WHEN I MARRIED COLBY .
LYSSA .... WHAT DO MEAN ? YOU KNOW YOU LOVE COLBY ANGEL ..... MAYBE NOT LIKE BEFORE BUT YOU STILL DO IN YOUR OWN WAY HONEY ....
JONATHAN , I MEAN YES I LOVED COLBY IN MY OWN WAY . BUT FOR ME EVEN THOUGH I MARRIED HIM AND WE WERE HAPPY OR I THOUGHT I WAS FOR THOSE FEW YEARS IT WAS ALWAYS YOU WHO HAUNTED MY DREAMS AT NIGHT AND HELD MY HEART UNDER LOCK AND KEY STILL . THEN WHEN COLBY HURT ME LIKE HE DID YOU WERE THERE TO HELP PICK UP THE PIECES MUCH LIKE HE DID WHEN YOU HURT ME . ONLY THIS TIME I KNEW I WASN'T EVER GOING BACK AGAIN . JONATHAN YOU HAD ME FROM THE TIME YOU MET ME AND ALWAYS WILL . NOW THAT YOU'RE MY HUSBAND AND I AM YOUR WIFE I DON'T PLAN ON GOING ANYWHERE ANYTIME SOON OR EVER . YOURE MY EVERYTHING JONATHAN . BESIDES OUR KIDS .........
LYSSA , HOW ARE YOU GOING TO MANAGE THOUGH WITH HAVING THIS BABY AND WORKING HONEY ? I KNOW YOU LOVE DESIGNING AND IT'S WHAT YOU DO NOW AND YOUR SCHEDULE IS ALWAYS SO BUSY HONEY .......
I CAN TAKE TIME OFF JONATHAN . I'M ENTITLED TO IT AFTER ALL . LISA CAN RUN THINGS FOR A WHILE IF SHE WANTS TO SINCE SHE'S MY PARTNER AS WELL BUT WITH HER BEING PREGNANT TOO NOW WELL WE CAN BOTH TAKE A WELL NEEDED VACATION AND LET OUR OTHER PARNTERS MANAGE FOR A WHILE SO WE CAN REST WITH OUR FAMILIES . BESIDES ANGEL ROSE DESIGNS CAN BE RUN FROM HOME FOR A WHILE , REALLY IT CAN BE RAN FROM ANYWHERE SINCE I OWN THE COMPANY AND DECIDE WHAT GOES WHERE AND WHEN . BESIDES I DECIDED MY FAMILY NEEDS ME MORE RIGHT NOW AND I'M GOING TO TAKE IT EASY WITH THIS PREGNANCY SINCE I KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS WHEN I HAD ANGEL .
