Illegal Love

Chapter 50

I woke up to find myself laying down on Kian's bed. I turned around to see Kian working on something at his desk. I sat up and looked at the time. 4:52PM Wow I slept for almost 3 hours. i stood up and walked over to Kian and stood behind him, deciding whether or not I should try and scare him.

I decided to scare him so I screamed at a high pitch, jumping up so the noise came from right behind him. Kian jumped out of his chair and fell onto the floor. "Oh my god." i said, laughing. 

"ROSEMARY!" Kian yelled. "YOU ASSHOLE I THOUGHT YOU WERE SLEEPING!" I continued to laugh hysterically, to the part where I struggled to breathe. Before I knew I could apologize Kian's arm darted up and grabbed my hand, pulling me down with him so I was right next to him. I screamed as I hit the floor. I turned my head to look at him, giving him a death stare. "You know you can't stay mad at me." he said. 

"Yea I can." I said, holing back laughter. But I failed then started to laugh hysterically, causing Kian to laugh hysterically as well. 

Once we calmed down I turned my head to face him again then stared into his eyes. I watched as he stared down at my lips. Kian bit his lip as he looked back up at my eyes. "It's taking me all I have right now not to kiss those lips." Kian said. 

"why?" I asked in a soft voice, just a bit louder than a whisper, "No one is stopping you." 

"I know..." He said, "But I also know that it's wrong." he said as he sat up. I sat up as well and then looked down at my hands. "Rose, I can't just kiss you knowing you'll just go kiss Chris the next day." 

"Kian..." I said. 

"What?" he asked, I looked up at him, staring into his eyes. "I don't have feelings for Chris." i said. I saw the happiness appear in Kian's eyes, as he tried his very best to not show that happiness. "I have feelings for another." i said. I saw the happiness that just appeared... disappear. 

"oh." Kian said bluntly, then look down. "It should be dinner time, see ya down there." he said then walked out of the room. 

"That person is you." I said, even though Kian was out of the room, knowing he wouldn't hear me. I sighed as I got up then walked out of the room and walked downstairs. I saw everyone but the twins in teh kitchen, grabbing a paper plate and put some food on it. 

I watched as Kian and Luke got their dinner and put it on their plate. Then they both walked into the living room to watch TV while they ate. I got some dinner, thanking my parents for it then walked into the living room. Luke was sitting on a beanbag in the corner and Kian was sitting on the couch. I sat next to Kian on the couch and started to eat. "So who do you have feelings for?" he asked. I looked up at him, not knowing if I should tell him.... knowing Luke was in the same room and our parents were in the other room.