Troubled Life,

*screams* *doors slam*

I'm 16 years old and I can't take it no more. I've been livin this troubled life since I was born and I'm tired . *Tuh* I've been beating and abused til my life has no purpose. I've been neglected rejected & disrespected for the last time .

Well my life story goes a little something like this .... ! Well mama never gave af about me in the 16 years ive been living and I know she want start now! She's sprung out on crack cocaine & daddy's a drunk , I can't deal. My whole life is a joke ta everyone and no one cares about me.

Well taday is my birthday and mama promised me this "bbygirl I'm going ta make ur birthday the greatest day you've ever had ", she said , so stupid of me ta believe her I was disappointed again.

A few days finally past by & guess who comes walking in... "bbygirl" she called. I ignored it and went in my room. To my surprise my door comes open fast as I could close it. Mama walks in *silence* Mama complains "Girl I know you heard me calling you don't act stupid", "I mean it's whatever ma idont care ta listen ta you anymore you've lied ta me for the last time & I'm done ", I said ! "Well since u feel like you don't have ta listen ta me anymore then leave I wouldn't care", *yells mama, "Fine I will now can you get out my room and close my door " I said *door slams*

*it's 12:30a.m. and I can't sleep * i hear something .. oh lawd it cant be * i think ta myself* well I hear daddy coming up stairs yelling and cursing like someone had did something ta him. mumble "it's ta early in the morning ta be doing all this" !

Its friday morning 6:30a.m. and my alarm clock goes off

I decided ta get out my bed wash my face and brush my teeth then head down stairs ta eat breakfast,before I could get down stairs dad comes out his room and punches me in my back then my side being in so much pain I kept walking . When I sat down ta eat my food daddy comes ta sit with me like nothing had just happen. Daddy says "Wessup lil girl, I heard about you and your mama yesterday you know your going ta be just like her dumb and stupid " *smh * I stayed quiet. He said "lil stupid girl I know you hear me, I hate lil selfish acting kids I wish u wasent my child" I replied, "you know what if I am so stupid why claim me ? if I'm so dumb why are you sitting here talking ta me ? Haven't you already wasted enough of your time being with mama why should I even care? Why do watchu do? Why put your hands on me like I'm a dog ? Believe it or not I'm your daughter so deal with it I hate this as much as you do and another thing I will never be like mama nor you ill be way better " Daddy looked at me with the most furious look I've ever seen He stands up over me pointing his finger in my face and yelled,"listen her you lil ungrateful disrespectful behind child I Don't care about your feelings I don't care about you nor your mama, I Never did " , I ignored him so just my luck he decides to hit me again but this time in my face!