Numbers z.m

Chapter 53.

Zayn's P.O.V:

of course I did

"then be with me" she practically begged "end it with Lexie, choose me."

Of course I did.

"we can finally be together" Izzie stroked my cheek with her thumb. "I am in love with you Zayn"

Of course I did.

"Zayn?" Izzie called out warily, knowing I zoned out.

Of course I did.

I did.

"I did" I said and removed her hands from me, and stepping away.

"I did" I repeated. "I fucking did, did Iz, did." I mumble under my breath repeatedly and she intently watched me

"Lexie" I widen my eyes in realization "Lexie, Lexie she-"

"She's your student!" Izzie says out loud "you're dating a student" Izzie scowls at me

"she's my girlfriend!" I argue with Izzie "she's my fucking girlfriend" I breath out.

and then it hits me like a fucking truck "Are you the reason why none of my girlfriends stayed?"

"They didn't stay because you always chose me." she stated and flashbacks of my old girlfriends ran through my head.

"I always did choose you" I breath out in realization.

shit.

"choose me again" she pleaded, her eyes were watery and it broke my heart to see her like this.

"you have to go" I shake my head and step further away from her. "Izzie just don't"

"I love you" she said softly and the tone of her voice breaks my heart, and it almost pains me to say anything else.

She strode over to me and cupped my face "I am in love with you." she said desperately as if she couldn't make me fathom how deep those words meant.

"I am in love with you"she said over and over again as if she was relieved by the fact that she could finally say it out loud.

and you chose different guys over me.

"I am in love with you"

and you decided to hurt me over and over again and fucking over again

"I am in love with you"

and you waited for a fucking long time to tell me

"I am in love with you"

and its too late.

"and I loved you." I said stepping away from her, emphasizing the words.

Izzie closed her eyes briefly and I tear rolled down her cheek while she registered my words "I'm choosing Lexie."

"you're choosing Lexie" she nodded, her eyes distant and her cheeks flushed

"you're choosing a girl you have been fucking for 4 months and dating for a month" she said in disbelief.

"you're choosing a student over your best friend who has showed nothing but unconditional love for you." Izzie scoffed