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Chapter 66

Zayn's P.O.V:

This is completely unacceptable. 

"Zayn I-" Lexie started and she just sat down on the bed with her head in her hands. "Lex-" I started but then I saw smoke from the tinted balcony window.  "what?" I asked out loud

Izzie. 

Lexie shot her head up and I kid you not her eyes went darker and she stormed towards the glass sliding door. 

holy shit. 

My eyes widened when Lexie slid the door open to reveal a smoking Izzie. "why you little-" Lexie started to charge towards Izzie, who had a smug look on her face. "Lex no" I called out as I held her back. 

"you are certifiably crazy!" Lexie said with rage. "maybe" Izzie replied, shrugging non-chalatantly, as if what she did was completely okay. 

I study Lexie's features and it pains me to see her so mad and sad at the same time but what's even worse is the fact that Izzie looks like she doesn't care what so ever. 

thats it. 

"babe go inside" I said coldly, Lexie turned to look at me, first she was confused and when she saw how eerily cold I was she nodded shyly and went inside. 

Izzie put out the cigarette against the railings of the balcony and sat down at the chair, waiting for me to speak up. "Why" I asked and she hummed "why what?" sounding clueless. 

"why are you making my life a living hell" 

She was taken back by my choice of words and she sighed "I'm sure it's been pure bliss with only you and Lexie" she remarked and I had absolutely no more energy to scoff or get mad. 

"you mean how am I enjoying dating a girl that makes me absolutely happy while having to lose my best friend who is doing everything to keep me and my girlfriend. that I am genuinely thankful to have, apart? Just fucking peachy." I stated, emphasizing each word to get it through her brain. "it's been a fucking walk in the part actually" I added, sarcastically.

"I have spent the past weeks feeling guilty and smoking my ass off for cutting you off, I have spent nights where I would reminisce and feel empty, I have spent these past couple of days feeling lonely because I didn't know who to turn to about this whole fucking mess with you and that dinner" I pause and point at the shattered scene inside the hotel room.

I cant help but shake my head in disappointment. "I have spent the whole damn day planning that lovely evening for my girlfriend, which you just destroyed in minutes out of spite." 

She was about to speak up and I raised my finger "I am not done." she pursed her lips and sighed. 

"get over yourself, you had how many years to tell me you loved me and you didn't. I found someone who finally fits me like a glove and instead of being happy for me and accepting the fact that I am in love with her and not you, you continuously push me away from you." 

"as if the distance before wasn't enough for you." I lowly said and I saw tears brimming her eyes. "Zayn" she said, her voice cracking. 

"No." I said sternly. "I have had enough Izzie."

"please" she pleaded. "this is too low." I retaliated. 

"get out. Lexie and I will be packing our things and leaving first thing in the morning. I'll tell mum and dad why. You, on the other hand will act like nothing ever happened here. We stop all communication and only see each other if necessary." As the words left my lips, I felt my heart twitch. 

"You were my best friend Iz" I started, sadness laced in my voice. "but now, it's just unbelievable how you've become someone I don't ever want to see again." 

"I'm sorry" she said the two words I've been dying to hear, but at this point it was all useless. "get out" 

She tried to near me and I stood my ground. "now." 

"please" she pleaded one last time. "I am done." 

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I was now waiting for the boat inside the room, I've asked the front desk to call me when it arrives. Lexie was watching me, luggage in hands. 

She knows to just let me be when shit like this goes down. I sigh before approaching her and taking the bags. "set it down love" I placed the bags down before kissing her cheek. 

She smiled before wrapping her arms around me and resting her head on my chest. I dip my head down to rest in between her shoulder and the crook of her neck. 

I then stand straight up when her cellphone rings and she goes to answer it. "Harry?"  she asks and I frown inwardly. 

great timing styles. 

"yeah no I'll be home in around a few hours, around maybe 9?" she said, her tone unsure. "oh no no no, no need to pick me up." she answered, she turned her head around to look at me. "yeah, tell the others we'll bond tomorrow, probably a party" she was treading on her words, she knew I'd be uncomfortable with that idea. 

"miss u too Haz." she smiled lightly at me and I rolled my eyes playfully  before poking my tongue out. "see you." she said before turning the call off. 

"Styles misses you?" I asked before smirking down at her. "mhm" she hummed in response. She intertwined our hands and pulled me towards the door. "let's spend time with your family before we leave." she reminded and I nodded. 

"yeah , you're right." 

I swear to God sometimes I forget that she's younger than me. 

We walked outside before knocking on the door right next to us. Mum answered the door and she smiled before letting us in. "what time do you leave?" my father chimed in "in around 30 minutes." I answered before taking a bite of french toast from my mum's room service. 

"What emergency was it?" Wal asked, curious. She knew something was up. "Work, wal" I clipped and she nodded. "can't Lexie stay behind?" Saf asked and I shook my head. "no Saf" 

"there'll be plenty of family trips where this one will come along, isn't that right dear?" My mum asked Lexie and she nodded "of course." 

I smiled a the thought, family trips with Ms. Lexie Shay. 

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It was exactly 8:37 pm as I checked the clock that hung above the kitchen wall. I'm dead ass tired and Lexie kept on yawning that whole ride. 

"you staying the night?" I asked as Lexie sat down on the couch clearly extremely tired. "if it's okay with you sir" she teased and I nodded. "nothing I'd love more." 

"how are you feeling?" she asked, I guess it was still evident that I was not okay. "m'fine" I said groggily. 

"okay" she said softly before walking towards my figure and standing on her toes to kiss my cheek. "I'll take bath" she whispered against my face and I smiled. "join me?" she asked and I shook my head 'no' "I still wanna pack away a few things" I answered. 

"fine" she whined before kissing my cheek once again " I'll grab a shirt okay?" she called out as she went upstairs. "even if you sleep naked it would be fine" I joked. 

She turned to look at me before rolling her eyes and walking off. 

I sigh as I watch her then head straight to the kitchen to grab a glass before pouring scotch in it. I look back at all the events these pat couple of months and shake my head, dismissing everything. 

tomorrow's another day.

Author's note: 

FILLER CHAPTER SORT OF? well yeaaaah I wanted to update so here it is!!! we are sort of near the end btw 

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