Numbers z.m

chapter 54.

Zayn's P.O.V:

I open my eyes, automatically greeted by the blinding light. "Shit" I softly curse before turning over to my side and there I saw Lexie.

Her bare back facing me as her soft snores filled the room, I smiled admiring her. Images of last night suddenly filled my mind.

I made a fucking difficult decision last night, I had to choose between a girl who I have loved for almost half of my life and a girl that stirs me in such ways that even Izzie cannot be compared to.

I shifted closer to her and kissed her shoulder,before wrapping my arms around her. Lexie moved a bit and I watched as she slowly opened her eyes "you didn't run today" I smile lazily at her

"I was too drained from last night to run anyway"

I frown at her response and the familiar feeling of guilt flowed through me again "I'm sorry" I apologize lowly.

I cant believe I did what I did.

I'm such a dick

"Did Jasmine come in?" She changed the topic, uneasy about the conversation I guess. "Uh yeah, she saw me and told me to tell you she'll be staying at Ms. Robins'"

I kiss her back once again, pulling her closer "please forgive me."

She turned to look at me, before brining her hands up to play with my hair "I Already have, but that doesn't mean I'm not pissed."

"Thats enough for me right now" I say truthfully.

Considering what I have been doing to her these past 3 weeks and what happened last night I'm fucking lucky that she still forgave me.

" so I advise you not to push your luck Mr. Malik" she teased before kissing my cheek and sitting up.

I watched her as her perfect bum moved while she walked towards the bathroom "hey do you need a spare toothbrush?" She asked through the slightly closed door.

"Or I could use yours" I smirked, laying on my back as I crossed my arms behind my head. Lexie peeked through the space of the bathroom door "ew" she stuck her tongue out and closed the bathroom door.

A few minutes later she walked out of the bathroom, still naked. "Heres your tooth brush sir"

I growled lightly at the nickname and sat up "why cant I use yours, you do shove your tongue down my throat" I stated bluntly and she cringed

"Get up Malik" she ordered "why?" I asked but nevertheless complied.

"fine if you don't want to take a bath with me then don't" she purposely teased before walking off to the bathroom

My eyes widened and within a millisecond I got up and followed her like the love sick puppy I am.

of course I'm exaggerating.

I'm not in love with Lexie well - not yet anyway.

I closed the bathroom door behind me welcoming the scent of vanilla, I'm guessing that's her shampoo.

Stepping into the shower I carefully watched Lexie as she grabbed the bottle of shampoo. "hey, let me Ms. Shay" I murmured and she agreed by handing me the bottle, squeezing just the perfect amount and lathering it onto her hair.