The Journal Of Sara Revol

Entry 2

The doctor's today are giving me my basic medical records from past incidents.

Name: Revol, Sara Jessica

Date: January 30th 2015

Time of Arrival: 5:32 pm

Diagnosis: Broken ribs and a fractured wrist

Cause: A School Fight

Etc., etc., boring doctoral stuff

I have only been in the hospital a couple days and they are having me read my old journal entries from my diaries and my medical records. They are trying to I believe they said " stimulate memorial images from documentation" I think its dumb.

I guess being stuck here isn't all bad... Everyday E.J. comes by afterschool and gives me homework and talks to me and keeps me company and everytime Johnathan walks in I feel like im meeting my second half. He asked me to start signing to his fiancé. I beleieve me and her were besy of frienss before and she's the reason I know sign language at all. Its pretty nice.

After a few hours of all of us talking and laughing and stuff the doctoe came in looking like he just drank curtled milk.

"We've found that your conditon will take months of testing so we can't see yih leaving anytime soon. We have to perform morw tests because we haven't found anything bad but we beed to be sure. Have you all decided who will be staying tonight?" the doctor was polite but is also extraordinarily vague.

E.J. raised his hand... ugh... he's amazing! I don't think you want to hear me babble about how he plays with my hair and the soft tune he always hums...

The doctor nodded and left. We all continued our conversations and after they all left, except E.J., I drifted into blackness...

Locked in a black room. I look around and see faint lights and as I run closer theg are spotlights. I stop when I am under the light hoping it would take me away in my sleep and make all this strange underlying suffering end. The light goes off and the room illuminates to reveal an audience and im on stage. Everyone is laughing pointinv screaming things. Si many hateful things. Then I feel a tap on my shoulder and its me. Full smile, it seemed kind and then she revealed black wings turning white, a small draped shirt over grayish silver top anf black skinny jeans with black white and gray wedged converses.

"Why didnt you follow through now im stuck here in your mind between the heaven we could have had and the hell we live in. Die for us by your hand and we can finally smile, really smile."

I back awag I couldn't do it to E.J. Johnny and Shelby. They are all I have to rebuild my life and I mean everything to them. I shake my head vigoriously.

Her smile disappears," Fine," she said and lunged towards me wrapping hangs on my neck and using the feathers from her wings to cut deep into my arms and legs and stab some areas of my stomach," then I'll kill you! DIE BITCH DIE!"

Screamjng flailing I wake up in the hospital bed and E.J. notifies the nurse in duty and mh doctor who is required to give me 100% attention gave me a shot, a sedative. Next thing I knew I was fading to darkness when the doctor was strapping me to some kind of machine.

When j woke up we talked about what they were doing and what's going on.

"We must now monitor your dreams. Under the safety of others about the flailing we need to find the root of it. Maybe it could help duagnose where all this bullying and self hate has given you."

These doctors are all morons...