Living Fearless (Third book in the Adopted By Sleeping With Sirens)

Do i use my heart or my head?

Kylers pov
He's back. He's back.
It kept circling around like a disease. He's back
I looked around at the people I had once known to be decent people. "Stace. That's the guy I was talking about. Oh my gosh. He is back." Just then the bell rang for first period to start. Students rushed off in all different directions, the seventh graders hurrying to class as if they were being chased by a fucking animal, the 8th graders hurrying but not running and all the 9th graders just walk evidently not in a hurry.
Walking down the hallway to my first period, I looked at all the meaningless posters on the walls.
Looking at my new schedule, I sighed, ugh Mr. Rippon was always so annoying.
Walking into the math classroom, students looked at me, appearing to be shocked. "Kyler. Uhm your back?"
No dipshit, I'm just a fucking ghost
"Yeah I'm back" sitting down in my seat, I layed my head down on the desk.
"Okay class, let's begin, anyone need help on yesterday's homework before we correct?" Ugh shit, I wish I had my ear phones. Looking forward, I began thinking of Raven and Nila. Their funerals are coming up soon. I can't get the image out of my head, Nick's horrible screams of pure agony. I could feel my breathing new getting heavier, no, they're not dead. They're not dead...they can't be..
Nick's pov
Sitting down I stared blankly at the wall, Raven's gruesome ending burned into my memory. Her blood over the walls, I miss her. I miss hearing her laugh, her voice. I miss my Raven. It feels like a part of me will forever be gone. "Nicky, come eat dinner" my mom said, opening up my door (guys I honestly can't remember if he had siblings or not, anyone remember?) and peeking in. "No, thanks mom. I'm not hungry."
"Nick, you can't stay in here all day. It's not healthy. I know you lost someone close to your heart. But she can't come back to you, I'm so sorry. Oh and nick, we got mail today. Her funeral is in 2 weeks. Her family wants you to go to it." I nodded my head. Her beautiful eyes, her smile, oh her smile. Damn, and her laugh. I swear my heart skipped a beat everytime I heard her laugh. It breaks me apart knowing she isn't going to return to me. This seems to be unreal.
A/N
IM BAAAAACCCCKKKKKKK.
Sorry guysss, I haven't updated at all since summer. School has been a bitch lately. It's winter break though! :D Soo expect a lot more updates! Oh and guys if you have read any of my other stories, I don't have a lot of finished stories. So leave a comment below for which story you want me to start update again, or to delete. Byee guys! I love you! :D
-Haylee