Chapter Forty Four

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Kianna's POV: 


Ever since Eva's passing, and I guess Veronica's and Arabela's too, Louis has really been acting different. He's emotional.
 The day he found out I was holding him while he cried and he told me that there were things he still wanted to tell Eva. 
I spun my ring around on my ring finger as I lay on the couch in his arms. I remembered in my mind the day he proposed. 


*Flash Back* 


It was one week ago when truthfully I was ready to leave Louis. I mean I love him so much but I was not in love in that way anymore. I was racking my brain trying to think of ways to break it to him but I kept imagining his face when I told him I was leaving. He would be devastated. 
Collin and I have been secretly seeing each other for about a year and I fell horrible about it. He really proved to me that he was sorry for everything in the past and I realized I loved him too. 


"So Kianna what do you say?" Louis asked on one knee in a tux. I looked above me to see a plane bringing a banner across the sky with that question.


"Yes!" I screamed as he pulled me into a hug and spun me around. But I knew that all that was fake, the way I was acting, because I didn't want to marry him, and I didn't want to hurt him either. 


*End of Flash Back*


"Kianna, I'll get the door." Louis said as he lifted himself off the couch. I didn't think much of it until I realized I had asked Collin to meet with me at the house today during 1D's interview, but it was canceled. I panicked leaping up from the couch and running to the door but it was too late, Louis had answered it. 
           

"What are you doing here?" Collin asked Louis. I gasped. 


"What am I doing here? This is my house! Kianna what is your ex doing at our front door?" 
I couldn't speak, my throat was dry. 


"I...um..."I stuttered. 


"You know, this had gone on for too long, Kianna." Collin started glancing at me. 


"What has been going on?" Louis asked in a low voice. I still couldn't find my words. 


"Oh, so you can't tell that Kianna doesn't love you anymore? She loves me, she sleeps with me." Collin continues. 


"Collin, don't..." 


"Don't talk about her like that." Louis said getting closer to him, but Collin didn't falter. 


"But it's true, she loves me." 


"Say that one more time." Louis threatens. 


"She was even in my bed last night." 
That's when Louis punched him. 
           

"Don't! You guys stop!" I shouted trying to get in between them. 
           

"Whatever," Collin says wiping his bloody nose with his sleeve. "because I know that this is all true! Kianna when you dump this kid come by ok?" He stated before turning around and heading into the evening. Louis closed the door. 
           

"Look, Louis-" 


"Just don't speak. I get it, it's not you it's me blah blah blah. I just can't believe how stupid I was to let Eva go and believe that we were meant to be. And now's it's too late." He whispered dropping on the couch. I was in tears by then. 


"Louis, I know I should have told you earlier so you could chase your girl and I fell horrible but I guess I never truly loved you." I whispered crouching down beside him. I lifted my hand onto his shoulder but he shrugged it off. 


"Just go." He stated, closed eyes leaving a tear to run down his cheek. I nodded leaving the ring on the coffee table. I packed up my things and left without saying goodbye to girls. I had to leave behind this life.

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