Farah’s POV still:
"You know, I meant it more than a friend when I said I loved you!" he told me as we sat on a couch. He pulled me close. "I mean I need you and I want to know if you will be my girlfriend." he whispered as he looked into my eyes. I didn't know what to say he was amazing, but I didn't want commitment not yet at least.
"I'm going to college. And everything is just gonna get more complicated I don't think I can handle it." I said letting go of his hand and walking out leaving him sitting there. I waved goodbye to everyone else and left. I couldn't say no to the person I loved when I knew that I had to. I went to go catch a train and get home fast before I cried.
Eva's POV:
I sat on Louis's lap and we laughed as Liam playfully shushed us. He was really into the movie. Then I saw Farah walk out waving goodbye to us and I sighed. Why can't things ever be good with us. I looked at Arabela and we told the guys that we'd be back and we ran after her.
"Farah! What's wrong?" Arabela asked.
"Nothing. I mean fine, Zayn asked me to be his girlfriend and I just... I can't." She replied. I sighed and said,
"Why? He loves you and I know you do to. I see it on your face!"
"College." said Arabela and Farah at the same time.
"Oh, come on! That's not an excuse! They go all around the world and your excuse is college! If we all end up going on tour together, you can go after!" I exclaimed.
"Calm down, Eva! I mean it's her decision and if she can't handle it than I guess it's just got to be that way. Although, I think your right about that not being a great excuse, I think there is a way to work this out." Arabela said calmly. I sighed and headed back to the house to leave them to be sad, even when the best things that could happen were happening right now.
"What happened?" Louis asked. I replied with ask her or Zayn. He shrugged and we watched the movie n silence, and Zayn was not present.
Zayn's POV:
I could have stayed up all night. Just thinking about her. I felt like I've known her my entire life. She was the best girl that I had ever met. Just stunning. And she was out of my reach. The guys pestered me with questions I just ignored them or said "I don't want to talk about it." All I really wanted was to hold her, and be more than friends. After a while I became angry. I gave everything to her and she didn't even love me back the way I did. Not even to text me. Then I got a call from her.
"Hey." She whispered. It was maybe ten at night, why was she calling?
"Hello, love." I said quietly. She sighed that sigh when you have been crying.
"I want to say that I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm going to college and we don't have much time together and-"
"You know that no matter where you are, I would make it work. I think it might be crazy but I feel like I've known you forever, even though we've only know each other for five months. And maybe..." I stammered.
"I... I have never heard someone ever tell me something like that. I've never been loved." She said whispered. I felt accomplished. I waited for her to say that she'll be my girlfriend and then she said.
"Well, I guess I'll see you later." And she dropped. The love of my life dropped and now it was official. I was famous and that she was smart, and it was pulling us apart.
I cried over a girl for the first time.
The next morning I felt like dying. I was tired and sad and I didn't feel like seeing everybody so happy.
"WAKE UP!" Harry said playfully shaking me. I sighed and rolled out of bed and got ready I slumped into the main room and there was Arabela giggling next to Harry. Farah was lying face down on the floor. I think I heard her sniffle. Eva was on top of Louis. And Isabel was sitting across from Liam, Veronica was nowhere to be found.
"Hello." I said. They all gave me their cheeky hellos, except for Farah she simply spun around and waved. I sat down on the floor across from her and smiled. She smiled too. It was awkward for a while. I realized I might have ruined our friendship.
"You know, you didn't ruin anything, it's just I'm not in the mood." She said quietly. It was like she read my mind. I looked at her and smiled. Then she stood up and pulled me into the next room.
"I can't resist anymore! I'm sorry. I don't care whatever the cost is, I want to be with you." She said dreamily. I rested my hands around her waist and her arms snaked around my neck, and I kissed her softly. That kiss did all of the talking.
