Will I

Mitch

A/N: I will be doing the chapters from the youngest band member to the oldest one. The last flashback chapter will be Kevin. The chapters after the flashback chapters will be the five of them in support group.

WARNING: rape

Mitch giggled when his boyfriend kissed him on the cheek lovingly. If Mitch loved anything during the wintertime, it was the snow. The snow reminded him off innocence and beauty. It reminded him of how eerie nature could be while being beautiful at the same time. Mitch fell on his back and made a snow angel, laughing while doing so.

"Come on, Trevor! Make a snow angel with me," Mitch yelled out, laughing. He sat up, watching as his boyfriend walked to the van. "Trevor! Come on."

"Come on, Mitch. I want to ask you something," Trevor told him, getting into the van entirely. Mitch nodded as he stood up, walking over to the truck nervously. "I put the seats down."

"What for?" Mitch asked innocently, tilting his head. The sixteen year old couldn't understand what the older boy was getting at. "Are we going to watch movies?"

"No," Trevor answered, getting into the back. He removed his snow jacket and pants, his jeans and sweater slightly wet from melted snow. "Take off your snow pants and jacket and lay down with me."

"O-okay," Mitch obeyed, taking off his snow gear. A green sweater and a pair of blank skinny jeans were underneath the jacket and pants, making Mitch look adorable and more innocent than he already is. "Why are we doing this?"

"Could I kiss you?" Trevor asked, his mouth close to Mitch's. Mitch nodded, closing his eyes. "Okay. Here I go."

What Mitch expected to be gentle and sweet was rough and hard. Trevor practically bit his lips, making him screech in pain. He pushed his boyfriend off of him, rubbing his mouth.

"That hurt, Trev," Mitch told him quietly, touching his lip. He looked at his fingers to see blood on them. "I'm bleeding."

"Oh, get over it," Trevor commanded, kissing Mitch once more. The kiss was painful, making Mitch tear up a bit. "I'm ready."

"Ready for what?" Mitch asked, not noticing how Trevor's eyes seemed to get dark with lust. "Trevor, what do you me-"

Mitch gasped when he felt Trevor's hands under his sweater. He tried to fight back, but Trevor scratched him with both hands. Mitch screamed fearfully, letting the tears escape. He felt as his sweater was removed from his body, which tied up his hands on the car handle. He tried to escape, but Trevor tied him up tightly. Mitch looked up at the boy he loved, but all he saw was a monster that was going to take something from him that he wasn't ready to give away.

"Trevor, please. I'm begging you. I'm only sixteen! I'm not ready," Mitch begged as he felt a scissors cutting at the his jeans. "Trevor, no! I'm not ready!"

"Shut up," Trevor commanded, slapping Mitch. The sixteen year yelled out in pain and began to sob when he felt his jeans get cut into."I'll only make it worse! Snip snap!"

Mitch was about to say no once again when he felt nothing protecting him down there. He saw his cut jeans and underwear get thrown out on the other side of the van, looking up at Trevor tearfully. Trevor smirked as he undressed himself, making Mitch watch the entire time. When he was done, his green eyes, that were once full of love and tenderness, are now evil and terrifying. Trevor laughed, shaking his head. He kissed Mitch roughly once more, smirking at him evilly.

"You are all mine now."

And then Mitch felt the worst pain he has ever felt in his whole life.

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An hour later, Mitch was left alone in the snow. He was naked, both physically and innocently. He could feel the snow melt under his skin, which made him shiver. Trevor ripped his sweater and took his snow gear, leaving him with nothing besides his phone. Mitch felt the tears run down his face slowly as snowflakes covered his skin. He heard his phone ring and he picked up, shaking crazily now.

"Mitchell, where are you?! It's past your curfew! You are in big trouble, mister!"

"Dad?" Mitch asked, his vulnerability making him shake more. He began to cry, his sobs quiet. "I need you to pick me up. Trevor and I broke up."

"Mitch, why are crying? Where are your? Why did you two break up?"

Mitch adjusted himself and let out a gasp of pain, crying even harder. Mike's worried voice made Mitch breathe faster than normal.

"It hurts, Dad. It hurts! Please hurry."

"Okay, Mitch. I'll be right there. Where are you?"

"I don't know. Just pick me up. I'm so cold."

Mitch felt as the tears on his cheeks fell onto the snow. He could hear his dad get something quickly and the door of the house closing. He could hear the car starting, which made him breathe faster to the point were he was hyperventilating.

"Mitch, don't worry buddy. I'll be there in no time. Just follow my breathing."

Mitch did as he was told, thinking back to the horrifying events that took place. He could hear all the horrible names that he was called. He could feel Trevor's hands roam all over his body. Trevor hurt him in the worst way possible. In about five minutes, a car pulled up and Mitch began to cry, trying his best to sit up.

"No, get away! Trevor, stop it! Don't hurt me again!"

"Mitch? It's your dad," Mike whispered, walking up to him. He gasped as he saw Mitch's body. "Why are you naked? We need to go to the hospital, kiddo."

"Please don't let me say it," Mitch begged as he watched his dad walk back to the car. Mike came back with a blanket, going up to his son and wrapping it around his shoulders. "It hurt so bad. I didn't want it."

"Mitch, did he..." Mike asked, praying to God that he worst did not happen. When Mitch nodded while sobbing, Mike began to cry as he held his son close. "I'm so sorry, Mitch. I'm so, so sorry."

Mitch nodded as he felt himself standing up, his legs wobbly. He was brought into the car, hot air hitting him instantly. He felt his dad grip onto his hand while he cried, wanting to get rid of Trevor's touch. He brought his legs up on the seat and out his face on his knees, finally releasing every emotion he felt that night.

Never again did he look at snow the same.

A/N: I'm so teary eyed as I write this. Rape is a serious topic. I'm so sorry if you were triggered by this chapter. This story, especially the first five, will be triggering. I'm emotionally drained right now.:( Anyways, I hope that you enjoyed the chapter and remember that I love you all...so, so much.

-Maddie🐧🐧🐧