Payzer's Daughter

Chapter 1 - {Secrets}

Song of the Chapter: Secrets by OneRepublic

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Alex's POV

I always feel alone. My dad is part of One Direction and my mom is a famous dancer. I grew up in the spotlight and let me tell you it was hell. Imagine being 5 and having grown men taking a bunch of pictures of you. I hated it. Ever since I was 12 I developed an eating disorder. And then my parents broke up when I was 14 so I started self harming. Nobody knows. Not even my group of friends. I have my 3 bestest friends that I love. There names are Ariana (Ari for short), Jake, and Josh. They have been my best friends ever since I started attending London Arts Academy. The only reason I got into the school is because 1) I can sing, act, dance and play guitar (thanks to Niall), and 2) because my parents are Liam Payne and Danielle Peazer.

Sometimes I wish I was normal but I guess it wasn't meant to be. I live with my dad Monday-Thursday and my mom Friday-Sunday. Except when my dad leaves on tour than I live with my mom. Sometimes I go with them but only for a while. Let me explain my wild, crazy family.

One Direction are still together and doing better than ever except the tours are not that long anymore.

Zayn and Perrie are married but have no children. And Little Mix are no longer together but they stay in touch. Literally. They hang out like every other day.

Louis and Eleanor got married last month. They dont have children. I really hope they have a sassy Tomlinson soon.

Niall is dating Scarlett (Scar for short) and they are very happy together. Scarlett is a sweet, kind, down-to-earth girl who gives me advice when I need it.

Harry is dating Jade Thirlwall from Little Mix. They met thanks to Perrie ;) They have been dating for 2 years now and I hope they get married one day.

My dad and mom are still single but sometimes I wish they would just make up! They are perfect for each other. I wonder if I was a mistake. I mean they did have me at a young age so I probably was.

We live in the biggest mansion in London. Its a 2-story house with a staircase going both ways (like the Kardashian house). It has 12 rooms, 14 bathrooms, a game room, a huge theater room, a music room with a bunch of instruments, a huge pool outside with a bar area, a huge kitchen and living room with a 75 inch plasma tv. My friends love coming to my house. Mostly because of the music room. We love making music. Its our passion.

My room is huge. I have a king sized bed with black & white covers. I have a 50-inch plasma tv on the wall facing my bed. On the corner I have my desk with my Mac laptop and iPad. On the other side of the room I have a white couch and a small coffee table in the middle. I also have a bunch of bean bag chairs around my room for when my friends come over. I still have alot of space in my room but I have no idea what to put in it.

My parents also bought me a White Range Rover for my 16th birthday. But there is something I want that most people have. And that is to feel loved. I mean they always tell me they love me but I feel like they dont mean it.

Oh and did I mention I make YouTube videos. I usually do stupid stuff but I also give beauty and style advice.

I checked the time. It was 12:26. I decided to text Ariana to see if she wanted to go shopping. I grabbed my white iPhone5s and texted her.

To: Ariana<3

Heey guurl! Want to go shopping today? xx

Minutes later she replied.

From: Ariana<3

Yesss! Meet up @ Starbucks at 1:30?

I texted her back.