Payzer's Daughter

Chapter 4 - {Paradise}

Song of the Chapter: Paradise by Coldplay & The Way by Ariana Grande Ft. Mac Miller

Zayn's POV

After Alex left back upstairs to her room. We were all shocked. We didnt know she felt that way. Even though I'm not her father, I feel guilty. She means the world to me. All of the boys protect her like she's there own daughter.

When she told us she hates us, it broke my heart. I know she doesnt mean it but just hearing those words come out of her mouth hurts my feelings. When she told us about her eating disorder I already had a feeling that was happening. She is so skinny. She is practically skin and bones. I just want her to feel loved because we all love her with all of our hearts.

Liam's POV

She hates me. My own daughter hates me. I know she probably didn't mean it, but it still hurts. It broke me to know my own daughter self-harms, and starves her self. I should've known. I feel like I'm the worst father ever. I knew we had to discuss this but I had to call Danielle and tell her everything. When Danielle and I split up she was depressed for months until we thought she was happy again. But sadly I was wrong. It was already 9:13 PM. Wow! Time goes by fast when your crying. The boys already went to bed so I decided I should too. I went upstairs and stayed with only my boxers and fell into a deep sleep.

Alex's POV

"Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more, We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor,You know we getting hotter, and hotter,sexy and hotter, let's shut it down, Pound the alarm!"

"Ugh. I really hate you right now Nicki Minaj." I groaned as my stupid alarm clock went off.

I checked my phone and saw it was 6:00 AM. I totally forgot today was Friday and I'm going over mom's today. I showered and got dressed in pastel pink skinny jeans, a black shirt with the words Warrior written on them in pink and my black ankle boots. I also put on a neckalace with a pink heart and some black bracelets.

I changed my iPhone case to a Michael Kors case my Aunt Eleanor gave me about 2 months ago. Basically I have the same amount of clothes in both houses so I dont have to worry. And I have a Mac laptop at my moms so I just need to bring my iPad with me. I did my makeup and sprayed some Juicy Couture perfume. I got my bag and left to the kitchen where the smell of pancakes and bacon filled my nose. I got downstairs and saw Eleanor, Louis, Harry and Zayn eating breakfast. 

"Morning" I said. It felt awkward because everybody was staring at me like I had 2 heads or something. 

"Goodmorning" said Zayn awkwardly. I was going to ask what's wrong until I remembered what happened yesterday.

I grabbed a water bottle from the fridge, grabbed my keys and left. I told everyone a goodbye and closed the door. As I was on my way to the academy one of my favorite songs came on. Paradise by Coldplay.

When she was just a girl 

She expected the world 

But it flew away from her reach 

So she ran away in her sleep 

Dreamed of para- para- paradise 

Para- para- paradise 

I swear this song gets me.

But it flew away from her reach 

And the bullets catch in her teeth 

Life goes on 

It gets so heavy 

The wheel breaks the butterfly