Monday 18th September
I don't know whats wrong with me? Why am I feeling like this? What's causing this? What have I done to Nick? I have so many questions, so many emotions.
I was always scared to have a father figure in the house, one of the reasons being, how am I suppose to know what to expect? I guess now I know. It shouldn't be like this. Why does it have to be like this? Why does he hate me? What the fuck have I done?!
Bonnie
