Thursday 14th September
So Nick started bringing his things over to our house today, and little did I know he had loads of crap. Its took up the whole dining room, which I need.
Today we had an assembly at school about our school year, considering this is our last year, telling us all the things we already know. Like, honestly? We know y11 is an important year, we don't need more pressure applied to how much were feeling already in our classes.
So a new girl started today. I think her names Kelly or Keeley....something like that. She seems okay? Mrs Parter directed her to the spare seat on my table I share with the now named, Dan, the boy who came and sat with me and lunch yesterday. Her and Dan soon engaged conversation, while she tried to speak to me, I just gave her one word answers. I suppose it isn't nice of me to be like this to her, a little bit snappy, but like I said to Dan, I like to be alone. Which people also find weird, but I only like it like that because of my last relationship, a lot of things take me back to my last relationship, as it basically ruined EVERYTHING. Although I do try with Dan, i'm just not sure with.....Keeley?
Dan invited me to come to his tonight, which I declined:
"BONNIE!"
"What?"
"Snappy, aren't we?"
"I told you, I-"
"Yeah, yeah, you like to be alone, which is not good for you....which is also why i'm inviting you to come to mine tonight."
"Nope."
"Why?"
"I have better things to do."
"Oh Yeah, like what?"
"Watch American Horror Story, Vampire Diaries, and eat."
"You can do all that at mine, c'mon it'll be fun."
"No."
I mean, don't get me wrong, he seems to be really trying, but me pushing him away is what he needs, he doesn't need someone like me around me.
So mum brought a few christmas decorations home, i'm still baffled, as we haven't even got past halloween or Bonfire Night yet, but ahwell. Nick also bought me a charm bracelet, which is really nice of him, sometimes I do wish he was my Dad, he's been a better one then my real one.
Bonnie x
