[A.N. I am so sorry lol I forgot about this watt pad account but I'm trying to write again]
Harry's POV-
A month later...
I got out of the hospital almost a month ago and I'm finally back in school today. my mom wanted me to change schools and quite frankly I wanted to also but I told her next year I would. I just don't want to go through the struggle again. all I want to do is try to exist peacefully in this school and graduate with a scholarship. so she kept me at home until she was certain I was 100% better. even though there were still very noticeable bruises.
I walk down the halls and people look at me and whisper. they must think I look like a freak with the bruises everywhere. I hate how I still love him. there I said it. I still love him.
he's a really good actor though. he actually made me kind of believe that he liked me.
I see Niall from down the hall and he is rushing over like he just heard the queen died or something.
"Harry are you okay? I was trying to get ahold of you but I couldn't and I was so worried!" he gasps looking at my bruises.
"yeah I'm okay Niall." I say with a sad smile that slowly fades back to a frown.
"buddy what's wrong?" he asks and if on cue Louis comes through the main entrance looking worse than I did. his eyes are drooping and it looks like he hasn't gotten proper sleep for months. he's wearing a shirt that looks like it smells and he has such a frown in his face it make me frown even more than I already was.
he looks at me and his face lightens up for a second but then in a blink of an eye it's back to frowning and looking the other way.
"He's been like that for a month now." Liam's voice echoes from behind me next to Niall.
"Yeah. he's a mess. I tried talking to him and all he says is... 'the rose'. I don't even know what that means." Niall explains as his tone sounds very concerns for Louis' health.
I know what it meant. and I did something I didn't think I could ever do. I walked over to Louis.
his eyes were staring at the floor and when he looked up and realized it was me he looked like he was about to cry. then he did.
he scurried out of the building but I caught up to him in the parking lot.
"Louis. you can't run from this," I let out as my voice shakes with every word I say. "You can't just leave my heart hanging like this. I'm not your puppet."
he turns around, looks at me for a good minute and drop to his knees. he looks down at the floor when he begins to whisper.
"my... I'm.... I lo... har..." Louis mutters still staring at the ground crying.
"Louis speak!" I demand almost getting fed up with his bullshit even though I wasn't and I was breaking to see him hurt.
"Harry Edward Styles... I am sorry and I want you to know that whatever happens with you and I, I will never hate you. no matter what I say to make you mad or pretend I'm cool. I will always consider you as my first priority. I'm sorry for all of this and the way I look today. I was kicked out of my house and I've been living in a small house with a nurse named Judy. you know her it's just... words can't describe how I feel when I see you. and I just want you to know that I care." he blurts out putting his heart into every word he says.
"please... you have to believe me. here," he gets up and walks to his car. " I'll prove it to you."
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I look at Louis as he drives his car and I see his hair blow in the wind and his eyes as he looks carefully at the road.
"where are we going?" I asked hoping that he wasn't going to drive me off of a bridge.
why do you love to hurt yourself Harry? why are you doing this? why did you agree to this?
because you love him dummy.
"you'll see." he says with no emotion but with so much hope in his eyes.
after a few minutes he stops the car and I look up to a Ferris wheel. not any Ferris wheel. the one where I came out to Louis on.
"why would you do this? did you bring me here to spite me?" I bark furious at him as I start to turn my heels to leave.
"no no no.... no Harry never. baby. Angel. I would never. please just go on it with me?" he asks with tears filling in his eyes.
"please. it's all I have left. after this you can leave me and never look back. all I'm asking for is this one ride." he cries getting down on this one ride.
"fine." I said knowing that i was going to anyway. I am just trying to be stubborn but I fall for his eyes the way he speaks and the way he calls me angel every time.
we get on the ride and I realize it was the exact same cart too. he looks at me with soft and scared eyes.
"Harry... I got you something" he whispered as he takes out a red rose from his back pocket. "for you."
I try to act tough but I couldn't help melting and blushing as the ride goes up gradually. then it stops at the highest peek.
"Harry. I have to tell you something. and I have thought this since the day I met you.
you are the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. and I love you. and I will shout it to the world...
I LOVE HARRY EDWARD STYLES!"
he screams as he watches my mouth gape open.
he can't be serious right? this isn't what? wait what? Louis Tomlinson said he loves me.
but before I can even get a 'I don't believe you' out, he leans in and gives me the most passionate kiss that has ever existed. and as he pulls away all I can hear between my lips is.
"I love you angel"
