Harry's POV-
I brought Louis back inside so I could get a wrap for his bleeding arm. The nurse from school is outside the room speaking to a nurse from the hospital and I take Louis inside. He sits down on the hospital bed and I take a gauge and wrap his arm covering up the bleeding words written on his arms.
"Harry," he began and I slowly looked up at him. "I can't do this. I shouldn't be here. I'm so sorry Harry but I can't stay here. I beat you up and you're in the hospital because of it. I can't forgive myself. Harry I can't control my emotions and I don't want to hurt you. I can't stay here any longer."
Louis looks so utterly broken and when I finish wrapping his arm, he gets up to leave.
"Louis! Wait!" I quickly shout and pull back his arm. "Can you at least help me fall asleep?"
His eyes soften and he quickly nodded. He was determined to leave but right as I suggest that he should help me sleep, he couldn't say no. He's so cute. My face lightens up and I take his hand. His fingers intertwine with mine and I could see from my peripheral vision a huge smile on his face.
Lay down on the bed and he lays down facing me. His eyes twinkle and his eyes are soft but his smile fades. He brings his hand up to my chin and his finger caresses my cheek.
"I'm so sorry, Harry. You have to know that I'm so sorry." He whispers looking straight in my eyes.
"Louis it's alright. I'm alive aren't I?" I retort and he looks down at the bed sheets.
"But what if I snap again? What if I kill you? I can't control my actions and my emotions. I haven't been taking my medication lately for reasons that I don't even understand. But I just don't want to snap at you again. I care about you too much for me to hurt you again." Louis explains while he moves back from me a little bit as if he is a monster.
"You're not going to hurt me Louis. I'm not a child I can protect myself from harms way. But I'm sure that I will not leave your side because I really like you Lou and I'm not going to let you slip through my fingers." I truthfully bellowed and scooted close to him filling the space that created earlier.
"Harry, I really like you too and I want to fix what I've done to you these past years. I want to patch things up," he pauses for a second to stare at me."You're such a beautiful boy Harry. Do you know that? Your so fucking beautiful. Your jaw dropping green eyes twinkle like diamonds and your lips are just so plump, pretty and pink. You are so adorable, cute, handsome, sexy and beautiful all at once. I don't know what I did to deserve to be in your presence." Louis avowed and my heart literally feels like it skips a few beats. I feel my face turn beat red but I don't even care anymore because Louis is just so utterly perfect and I can't keep my eyes off him.
He moves closer and my stomach drops. We get so close to each other that if I moved any closer our noses would be touching.
"Harry you're so god damn beautiful. Your hair is beautiful, your eyes are beautiful, your lips are beautiful, your smile is beautiful, your glasses are beautiful, your nose is beautiful, your personality is beautiful. Goddammit Harry your so fucking beautiful. You're an angel." Louis announces as he puts his arms around my neck. I blush and look straight into his ocean blue eyes. This is too good to be true. Louis Tomlinson just called me beautiful.
We just stare at each other for what seem like years and he slowly leans in and plants a small tender kiss on my lips. I freak out on the inside and I stiffen up. He pulls back and smiles at me timidly and my eyes are opened wide. Why do you do this to me Louis? You make me feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world.
He giggles a little bit and he must have seen the need in my eyes because he kisses me again. Right as his lips touch mine, I kiss him back deepening the kiss. The kiss isn't sloppy and it's not a snog or anything like that. We just kiss. It's a kiss full of love and devotion. It's not rushed at all and it's not dirty in any way. It's just love.
We stay kissing for about a few minutes and we both pull away. Louis Tomlinson, I think I'm in love with you.
"Cmon now Angel. Try to get some rest." Louis whispers in my ear as he wraps his arms around my waist.
He rests his head next to mine and he begins to sing softly and the amazing sound fills my ears in delight.
"There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you"
His voice is so amazing and I find myself slowly drifting off to sleep. My eyes get heavy and I close them as Louis pulls me close to him and rests his head on my shoulder.
"I'll look after you my angel."
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I wake up with a sudden feeling of emptiness and I look over next to me to find that Louis is gone.
"Harry!"I hear from a sweet familiar voice behind me. "You're awake! I love you so much! Please tell mommy what happened! What hurts? Please tell me! Are you alright?"
My mom scurries to my side and kisses my cheek. I crave for her motherly warmth because lately, due to work, she's been busy and has no time for me.
"I'm completely fine mom. I promise you." I assure her as her features softens and she looks at me like she's about to cry.
"Actually Harry your not," she starts holding me in her arms. "Why didn't you tell me you weren't eating? I leave you food for dinner and I pack you lunch and your supposed to make your own breakfast when I'm not home. What's up Harry?"
"I just don't feel like eating mom." I say flatly covering up the truth a little.
I don't feel like eating because my body is so weird. I have big thighs, a fat face, a huge stomach and my arms look like freakish whales. I just want to lose weight but every time I look in the mirror all I see is someone who's fat and ugly.
"Well you better eat sweetie. I want you happy and healthy." She chastises me and I know she'll be watching me when I eat for now on which kind of annoys me.
"Sure mom. I guess" I lie and she looks at me as if I have 10 heads.
"You guess? Harry you had three people here worried sick about you and all you can say is I guess?" My mom barked and I immediately felt bad. I didn't mean to hurt her. I just don't want to eat.
"I'm sorry mom I didn't mean it like that. Did you said three people were here? Who else was here?"
I ask thinking about the unknown third person.
"Well I'm here, Liam is here and Louis is outside with Liam having a little chat trying to calm him down. He was crying. Harry he was so worried about you. You never told me he moved back here. Why haven't you guys been hanging out like you use to?" My mom commented and I stiffen a bit thinking about the topic.
"We just drifted apart. I don't know. I kin of don't want to talk about it." I say telling my mom the truth. I don't ever want to tell her why we didn't talk because it's all in the past and I know she won't forgive Louis for hurting me.
"Okay, we won't talk about it." My mother returned looking a bit hurt which made me feel even more guilty than I already am.
"But we have to talk about something else Harrybear okay?" My mom remarked using my childhood nickname and I nod silently telling her to proceed. "Well the doctors looked at you and you had a problem... In your heart. You have a disease called arrhythmia its when there is a malfunction in the electrical system and it causes an irregular heartbeat. I'm sorry honey."
And before I can say, think or do anything else, the school nurse comes running in.
"Come quick! Liam is beating up Louis outside!"
