The fog took over the forest, no noise disrupted my footsteps, and I was alone. The dark sky with no moon made it hard to see anything and my wolf didn't respond. I could feel something that wasn't quite right inside me. I felt like I had been town into 2 and one half of me was dead or even just missing, I shook my head to clear it continuing through the forest, I had to get out of here.
I walked a little quicker looking over my shoulder every so often to make sure I wasn't being followed, I looked up ahead of me and it was my dad looking into the distance. I ran up to him, glad to see him even If he did get rid of his only daughter.
"Dad!" I yelled to him he didn't even wince,
"Dad!" I tried again as I came to his side, I go to touch his shoulder but my fingers slip through him like I was a ghost, I froze in shock. I plunged hand after hand through him trying to get his attention, tears falling from my eyes. My dad can't see or feel me, what do I do.
"Emery was a waste of time." dad said looking toward the ground then fading into nothing. I looked into the air where he was standing and let my tears fall. Dad's beta came to view and I walked up to him.
"Emery was a disgrace to the pack, I can't believe how much trouble she has caused" he said the disappearing, I paused feeling the pain again. I started running, I got faster and faster. Pictures of all the times I got told I was a disgrace shot in my vision making me hurt more. I couldn't stop running even if I tried now, I was running at full speed and nobody could stop me from getting away.
The grey fog blurred all my vision, I couldn't see a thing, and trees grabbed my hair and tugged at me. I ran quicker getting scared, grey sludge built up around my feet but I had no way of turning back. A picture of that man sitting on a chair crying came into my vision, usually my wolf would howl but she didn't. I ran through that picture and another formed of Blake, bruised and bloody. He was in a cell getting tortured, he hatted himself, and I could feel his pain and his anger.
I pushed through more grey sludge it grew to my waist, I struggled against it, my legs burned and I had no strength.
"Help me," I called sinking further into the stuff, words swam around my brain,
"You moron, useless, stupid, disgrace, disappointment, problem" and plenty more I felt hurt ready to give up, my head was covered now and I had to hold my breath,
"I love you" a voice said, I listened and it said it again I fought back as hard as I could to get to the voice. I kicked my legs pushing to the surface and taking a large gulp of air before getting pulled back again to the hurtful words.
"No! No! Please stop! I haven't done anything" I yelled against the sludge. My hands got bounded together tight and my mouth closed, I couldn't move, I just sank into the pain filled darkness.
I opened my eyes to a white room, my head swayed slightly from side to side making me dizzy, and that man rested his head in his arms on my lap from a chair. His eyes streaming tears down to my sheets, I looked at him, he was so upset his body looked terrible and I instantly felt his pain.
