Accidents Are Not Planned Situations.

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I couldn't help but let a few tears stray as he said those words. I wholeheartedly loved Riley for trying to lessen my sadness. He was the best especially when it came to Mattie. I always went to him when I needed help with Mattie. Mattie himself always looked up to him. That part made me glad to know that at least he'd have an older brotherly figure he could turn to when he needed help.

Especially when I can't.

"Thanks, Riley, I don't know how I would have managed without you, you're my best friend, and I love you!" I whispered my earlier thoughts. I looked into his eyes that had never left mine.

"You're welcome, carmin, but you didn't have to thank me. You're one of the most strongest and bravest girl I've ever met. You would've gotten through it with or without me and for that I love you too." with that said I was pulled into a bone crushing hug which was ended by the bell ringing for the start of first period.

Or at least it was suppose to end.

"C'mon, Ry, let's get to class before the late bell rings" I said when about two minutes had past into the hug.

"Riley, Did you hear me?" I asked after he didn't move.

I started squirming. "Riley?"

"Hmmm?" he said with his face pressed into my neck. I giggled from his breath hitting my neck

"What's so funny?" His voice was muffled.

"That tickles" I giggled once again trying to escape.

"What, This?" he started trailing kisses up and down my neck.

"Riley, stop that, riley stop...riley..." I couldn't help but lean into him as he kissed my neck. Oh god, I prayed I wouldn't moan.

Should I be mad that he didn't stop or do I want to him to continue?

Sigh, I couldn't think straight.

What the. We have to stop this. I don't know what got into me.

Every time I tried calling his name to tell him to stop it just came out as a moan.

When he reached my jaw line he planted soft kisses. As he neared my lips he placed a soft sweet kiss and pulled back. I almost didn't want him to stop, but we needed to. Then why was I the one who grabbed his head to continue? Oh god.

Grabbing my waist he pinned me to the nearest locker landing with a thump.

Oh god. What the hell am I doing? Was I really moaning?

I pulled apart when I started to get out of breath, where as riley just kept kissing my neck. Oh god.

"Riley" I tried calling his name but as usually it came out as a moan.

"Riley, Stop." This time my voice came out stronger. And he finally stopped looking as dazed as I felt.

"What, why?" he looked at me with a confused expression. Some of his hair stuck out from where my hands had just been.

"I...I. I have to get to class, I'm late." I went to pick up my book bag that I didn't even notice I had dropped from our little accident.

"What? I thought-" his confused was as clear as day.

"I have to go, I'll see you later." I hurried off to class leaving him standing there looking confused. My legs couldn't move fast enough.

I was, however, more than confused.

What the hell did I just do back there.

*

Ms. Smith glared at me once I finally walked into history class, well, late. Her face said that she was clearly unhappy. I'm sure she's get over it.

"Ms. Saltor, please take a seat and keep your words I know you would love to express with Ms. Biles to yourself once you are seated." I smiled at that. Ms. Smith hated both Hannah and I because we never shut up.

"With haste, Ms. Saltor. You're keeping me behind." I rolled my eyes but hurried to sit anyways. Then gave her my middle finger when she turned to write on the board. Michael, who sat behind me, laughed.

"Hey, are you okay? Your cheeks are flushed." Hannah said. Her comment caused me to blush. Thoughts of Riley. Of his lips. It was so unplanned but was it really unexpected? That also left me debating on telling Hannah what exactly happened before I came to class.

I didn't say anything but Hannah was still expecting a reply. With my head straight forward I replied, "Yeah, just had a little situation today." trying to calm myself and my thoughts I went to take out my books.

"You sure? You seemed out of breath when you came in." she question tilting her head to get a better look at me. Lowering her voice.

"Oh yeah, I was running because I was late, I got carried away with- " I stopped instantly when I realized I was about to tell her what had happen. Should I? I didn't like keeping secrets from her but with this I didn't know.

"With?" she pushed on leaning closer causing her necklace to ricochet off the desk.

I stalled staring at my hands in my lap "With, uh, my brother." Almost forgot about my morning dispute. Concern tinged her feathers. Her eyebrows downcast in confusion.

"Your brother?" She asked, "Why, what happened?"

Using my brother as a cover up, I started telling her of this morning's event excluding my previous fiasco. I tried my hardest to whisper what happened and do my work at the same time. Hannah didn't even bother pretending. She stared at me and spoke rather louder than she should have.

I didn't bring up Riley. Not yet, I decided. If I did tell her I'd want us to be in private. Hopefully when I'm done this will turn out different.

I couldn't stop thinking about it though; my exchange with Riley left me feeling strange. For the briefest of seconds I swore my mind told me I had enjoyed Riley's kisses.

I sighed. The bitch in me said he took advantage of my weak state. The other part was happy to find out Riley liked me, liked me enough to kiss me in public.

Soon enough the bell rang and I dashed to my second class. Some might say I was running and hiding. I was both from Riley, and Hannah, and Mattie.

Mattie was a freshman so we didn't have classes together and his lunch period was earlier than mine but I sometimes see him in the hall. And we didn't ride together because he preferred to be a social butterfly in the morning. I don't know why but he loved the cheese bus.

And, yes, I was hiding from him. I was still disoriented by everything.

I had a class before lunch, which I shared with Hannah. Her onslaught of questions would continue. I had no choice but to give each foot in front the other a mental talk to get to class.

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