Denying

Chapter 28

Juvia's POV

When I was a kid I wanted to forget how my parents abandoned me, how the rain would follow me, how the other kids think I was a witch. But now I've realized how blessed I was to remember.

I wanna sleep, but this nostalgic feeling I have is stopping me. My life would be in vain if Gray forgot me. I mean, he was my life.

But what can I do? If I just sit here and sleep my problems away he'll eventually forget about my entire existence.

If I stand up and chase him he'll still forget about me, it's worthless. If I go to him right now, won't there be a chance? A chance that he'll remember my name.

Flashback

While Gray and Natsu were fighting I was cheering for Gray-sama but I felt a little hungry so I decided to order some food from Mira.

"Oh Juvia! How's work with Gray?" Mira asked with her eyebrow raised in suspicion mode. "No progress" I said.

"You can't give up Juvia" Mira cheered. "Of Course! Juvia has never thought of giving up Gray-sama" I said with optimism.

"Thats the spirit" Mira said.

End Of Flashback

I didn't want to cry. "Don't cry, Juvia. Juvia is weak if she cries" I sobbed.

But maybe that's why I'm weak, because my strength isn't here, I mean Gray.

I sat on my bed with my back against the headboard. "Gray, Gray, Gray." I couldn't hold it in, I cried and so did the sky.

"Gray you jerk! If you didn't look so good, If you just killed Juvia when we had our battle while I was in Phantom Lord then I wouldn't die crying about you!" I screamed.

I pounded my fists against the comfy bed.

"If I didn't give up on you, I wouldn't be this deeply in love with you!"

"If you didn't save me when I committed suicide then I would have a better death!"

"If you didn't meet me in the Grand Magic Games earlier this year..."

"If you didn't have feelings for me! If you didn't choose this stupid dare!"

"I-if y-ou just told me you would forget about me anyway....then I wouldn't have come back in your life"

But then it hit me.

"But since all of those didn't happen...... I'm going to make you remember me by myself!"

Running, though rather difficult due to my sweaty bare feet , I had to endure it.

I was only wearing my night gown but I don't care. I came running outside.

The heavy raindrops felt slightly painful against my skin. The rain made my white nightgown transparent, showing off my undergarments.

Third Person POV

The wet white cloth of Juvia's nightgown made her look quite tempting though she was all alone.

She ran so fast that her bare feet made puddles splash. She was so wet. Her skin was paler than her given complexion.

It was such a shame nobody could see the tempestuous Juvia Lockser.

She was so wet, either from tears or raindrops. It didn't quite matter. She didn't know where she was going but her legs were taking her there anyway.

Gray was the only person in her mind. Millions of memories flashing in her head, but she allowed them to play in her head because soon enough those will be the memories that she will forget.

Gray's POV

Flashback

"Gray" I looked up and saw Erza. She took the seat across mine and looked at me. "Erza, what is it?" I asked with curiosity. "You know Juvia likes you right?" I do, and actually I like her but my pride wants me to deny the very fact how I'm so in love with her. "Yes"

Erza smirked. "Do you like her?" My eyes grew wider. I blushed. Why is she asking these questions? I was about to answer her question but she suddenly spoke.

"Never mind answering it, you do like her"

End of Flashback

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I've liked Juvia ever since but there's a feeling within me that makes me hesitant.

Yes we can make one hell of a love story but it wouldn't be worth knowing if in the end I would just pathetically forget about it.

But I didn't fall for Juvia because I had memories with her, I fell for her because I would love to make memories with her.

I know she kicked me out of her apartment but you only get to live once, and it wouldn't be bad to enjoy it.

I just noticed I stripped earlier but I don't give a damn about clothes.

I stood up from laying on the floor. "I have to find her" were the only words etched into my mind.

I was in a hurry, I didn't have forever. I came running to my door and bumped into something.

The impact was so strong that it made me close my eyes in pain. I opened me eyes and saw a wonderful pair of teary ocean blue eyes in front of me.

It was Juvia.

She was so wet in her nightgown. I could see her lacy black bra right through it. Though wet, I could feel her warmth.

I don't have an exact reason why, but I cried. I was going to miss her. I want to live the rest of my life with her.

Juvia's POV

Droplets of liquid dropped on my face. I wasn't sure if it was from Gray's teary eyes or from the crying skies, or maybe my own tears.

It didn't matter. I was with my favorite ice mage. I was with the one I love. I don't know how I got all cheesy but love can turn you into anything.

I know Gray was longing for me, separated by a few hours, I miss him so much. I can't survive.

Gray's face came closer and closer. I closed my eyes as I could feel his warm lips on mine.

I was once the one who kissed him first, and he didn't kiss back. The second time around he was the one who kissed me first, but then I was the one who didn't kiss back. This time....was perfect!

Kissing on the cold hard ground in the pouring rain. How normal can we get?

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Answer these in the comments!

-How was it? Did you have feels?

-Can I make the next chapter a lemon? Do you guys even read that? If your answer is a yes I'm still not sure if I could make one though, it would be my first time.

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