Juvia's POV
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A sleepless night, tightly pressed against each other were naked bodies covered in white sheets, watching night stars through the window across the room.
It wasn't one of my ideal things to do with Gray but when I'm with him everything seemed romantic.
"Juvia, just get some sleep" Gray said to me, with sadness glistening in his eyes.
"Grayyy-samaaa, You can't expect Juvia to sleep, Juvia is going to forget the best night of her life. Juvia can't spend our remaining time in sleep"
Gray smiled at me, as if a proud daddy looking at his daughter who perfected a test.
"I love you" My heart was pounding, butterflies in my stomach. "So much" He continued.
Words that I have wished to hear all my life, will be forgotten in a matter of hours.
I somewhat felt insecure, that his love will end up with someone else.
"Don't worry Gray-sama, You'll forget that you loved me. You'll eventually find someone better than Juvia"
I covered my mouth, regretting how I let my unfiltered thoughts escape through my mouth.
His smile turned into a frown and his eyes were on fire. "Juvia, Love will find a way" He tried to say it coolly.
"Our love is late" I said, sitting upright, still covering my body with sheets.
Gray also raised from bed "Juvia, I don't know what the f*ck is going to happen with me, I'm scared. Couldn't you at least tell me it's going to be okay?!"
Gray started tearing up. He buried his face deep in my naked chest. I hugged him. "I'm sorry, Juvia is sorry"
"Juvia, I'm scared. I'm scared of loosing you again" Gray sobbed between each word.
"We won't feel sadness, we won't feel pain, because we won't remember there was ever a we"
Gray became speechless at the truth. "Gray-sama, all the things you're happy about? They'll be replaced with either better ones or worse"
Gray suddenly grasped my shoulders with force making me let go of the sheets "BUT IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE!? WE'LL HAPPEN!"
He placed my forehead softly against mine "And we're going to happen, because we're obviously meant to be" He came back to his confident old self.
There was silence between us for a couple of minutes. "But what if we weren't meant to be? What if there's a better star to our skies?"
It's funny, I've just noticed it, Ever since I've been with Gray I started speaking in first person, which was weird because I was used to talking in third person.
He looked at me with unsureness but sooner on bit his lip, he was about to say something but I stopped him. "Okay, I'm sorry, again. We'll see where our feet take us, And our feet will bring us back together"
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