Those Three Words {Niall Horan} IN EDITING

Chapter Thirteen: Connection

NIALLS POV

Man is it good to be back!  

I was starting to get sick of seeing nothing but darkness, it was so lonely and so.... Different.

I was hoping to see what that bright light was, it was so pretty and it made me feel peaceful, but when I asked the doctors what it was they said it was my way to heaven, so now I'm kinda glad I didn't see it.

I missed seeing the boys faces, just seeing them smile or laugh makes me feel good! And now that I'm back it's good their not so stressed anymore.

And Ashely, man am I angry at her!  

Well not totally, just got kinda worried when I heard she wasn't looking after herself... But I'm glad to see the glimmer in her eyes again when she smiles! For some reason, her smile makes me get butterflies, is that normal? I don't know but I do so....

It's been 2 days since I woke up, the doctors are saying my eating is good and my blood pressure is normal so I'm improving a lot!

"Hey how ya feeling chap?" The doctor walks in and asks.

"Yeah pretty good actually!" I reply

"No dizziness or pain anywhere? Feeling normal?"

"None of that, I'm all good!"

"That's great! I think you will be able to leave the hospital tomorrow!" He says cheerfully

"Really? Awesome!"

"How come tomorrow? Why not tonight?" Ashley asks.

"We just want to double check he's all good, one more night and tomorrow, he's a free man again!" He answers.

"YES! NO MORE HOSPITAL FOOD OR SLEEPING IN THIS UNCOMFORTABLE BED!" I yell in happiness and everyone laughs.

"Thanks doc! You've been great!" Liam thanks.

The doctor gives a wink and walks out of the room.

"Niall that's awesome news!" Harry spoke.

"Yeah thank god for that!" Ashely says relieved,  

"now for the lecture, why the fuck did you run away and then cut yourself like that? You could've died Niall!"

"Ashely not now" Louis barks.

"Yes now! He's an idiot for doing that! You made your situation worse Niall and you put us in a lot of stress!" She snaps

"I wasn't thinking, the funeral was all too much!" I reply

"Oh I know you weren't thinking, you never think! You always act before you think about what your even doing! It's like you don't have a brain!"

"Can you just stop?! It's not my fault I was upset and handled things wrong, if I could take it back I would but I can't so get over it! I'm sorry for putting you under stress but it's not like you had to sit beside my bed and be a fucking bitch by not eating and making the others worry more!"  

Woah did I just say that? Wow I really am angry! I mean why does she have to do this now? Or at all....

"Maybe it's because I care so be great full that I do and stop being a bastard!" She tenses her hand and has the angriest look on her face.

"Well maybe you shouldn't of cared, you don't seem to care anymore since your having a go at me!"