Those Three Words {Niall Horan} IN EDITING

Chapter Twenty-Five: Torn Apart

IVE FINALLY UPDATED WOHOO!

So, im in desperate need of help. If you have instagram, could you please follow my 1d fanpage? im almost at 300! My username is _harryssmile_

It would mean so much to me if you did, and also maybe follow me on here too? Ive got so many reads but not followers... haha! I will try to follow everyone back

So... Just letting you know, the end is near. Ive got maybe 3 or 4 more chapters to go, I was gonna write more but I dont have time to write as much as I used to, I need to focus on my school work and also my family and friends a little more... staying inside on my electronics isnt doing me good at all.

I am already starting a new book, and im writing it when I have time, but im not gonna post it until ive completed the entire book.

I hope youve enjoyed this book though, its been a pleasure writing it for you all and I feel so lucky to have as many reads as I do and I never thought I was good at writing. Thank you all x



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*LIAMS POV*




"Thank you all for coming tonight and we hope you enjoyed the show, we love each and every single one of you" I shout as we all run off the stage, the show seemed to go on forever tonight, and we didnt enjoy it as we normally would. Of corse it was great to see our fans and to sing to them, but it wasnt right without Niall. We sound so off without his voice, and we didnt have as much fun without Nialler and his jokester self.



We all mope sadly to our dressing rooms and get changed into our comfy clothes, "you guys did well tonight, I know it was hard, but you all did better than I thought you would since Niall wasn't there" Paul said.




"We all feel like crap Paul, it was horrible" Zayn replies.




"I know Zayn, I'm really sorry. But now you don't have to worry about shows because I've sorted things out, you have 6 weeks off to do whatever you like" he announces.




"6 weeks will do shit all Paul! We all will be fucked up for a lot longer than that and I don't think we will ever want to do another show without him! Having a break won't bring Niall or Ashely back! What's the point in being a band when there's only 4 of us!" Louis spits, "I don't want to be apart of anything to do with One Direction anymore! I can't do it, not until Niall comes back! I'm sorry Paul, and I'm sorry lads, but it's not right!" a skinny tear streams down his face as he storms out of the room.



"Louis's right, it's not fair to our fans, us or Niall if we continue! We were put together as a band with all 5 of us, we don't sound right without him, I'm out too!" Zayn shoots and runs after Louis.




"No you can't do this! ZAYN, LOUIS COME BACK!" I scream. I fall to my knees and cover my face with my hands, tears spill uncontrollably and I start yelling, "THIS IS SO UNFAIR! WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO US?! BEING IN ONE DIRECTION IS MY LIFE AND NOW WEVE LOST NIALL!" I'm full on sobbing and I couldn't be more upset right now.




I hear Harry balling his eyes out on the couch as well, both of us a mess. Josh comes running in, "why is Louis and Zayn telling me they are leaving the band?!"




"It's a long story mate, but it's because they can't be apart of this without Niall and I understand that, everyone is a mess right now" Paul spoke, "Im gonna go to my apartment now, I'll talk to you all later" I watch Paul walk with his head down out of our room.



Josh comes over to me, "this can't happen Liam, you guys make BIG bucks for this and you all enjoy what you do so much, Niall wouldn't want this, you know that!"




I sigh, "I already know that Josh! I'm not just gonna let them throw away their career like that, we all need each other, but I just don't know what to do right now "




Josh crouches down next to me and puts his hand on my shoulder, "I'm so sorry Liam, I wish there was something I could do, this all happened so suddenly and it's not fair" I see a tear slip down his face but he quickly wipes it away, "I'll go and leave you guys be"




"No Josh please! I need you to do something for me" I beg.




"Anything mate"





"Can you please take Harry home and stay with him until I get back, I'm gonna go find Louis and Zayn and knock some sense into them" I explain and Josh nods.




Josh walks over to Harry and hugs him, "it's alright Haz" he whispers. "I'm taking you home, c'mon mate" they both stand up but before Harry leaves the room he walks over to me and hugs me tightly, "we can't break up Liam" he cries.




I rub his back, "were not going to, I'm not gonna let that happen okay?" Harry pulls out of our hug and nods, he walks back over to Josh and they both head home.



I grab my phone and dial Louis number, it goes straight to message bank. I try Zayns and he answers after 4 rings, "what Liam?!"




"Zayn we need to talk, are you with Louis?" I ask.




"Yes he's with me, but we don't wanna talk! Were not changing our minds, if Niall comes back then we'll talk about it" he says.




"Zayn please, we can't break up. We have worked our asses off for years and our life is being in One Direction, think of our fans, they would be so gutted to know their idols have just given up! We all love our job and we can't just throw away our career! We earned so much money and that can't go to waste either, Niall wouldn't want this, it will be hard but he would want us to continue as a band and for us to be there for each other!" I shoot.




"I know where your coming from Liam, but we can't go on! The show we just did was hard enough so imagine how much pain we would put ourselves through if we continued!" Zayn strikes.




"I'm not letting you do this Zayn, Niall would want us to stay together and I'm gonna do it for him!"




"Okay you do that then, but Louis and I aren't apart of it. You and Harry can continue as a 2 person band, but don't expect Harry to join you so just go on as solo!" he spits.



"Why are you acting like this?!"




"BECAUSE NIALL IS GONE LIAM! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD!" He shouts, hurting my ears. "YOU AND HARRY CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU LIKE BUT WE ARE NOT GOING ON WITHOUT HIM!"




"YOU ARE SUCH A SELFISH PRICK ZAYN! I KNOW YOUR HURTING BUT DID YOU EVER THINK THAT HARRY AND I ARE TOO?!" I scream, getting angry now. "IF WE BREAK UP WERE GONNA LET DOWN NIALL AND EVERYONE AROUND US!"




"I DONT GIVE A SHIT LIAM!" I hear him sigh, "Nialls gone, he's dead and nothing will ever be the same without him" he says with a shaky voice, he must be crying now.




"Zayn, buddy I'm sor-"




"Don't!" he cuts me off, he sighs again before he continues in a quiet voice, "I'm sorry to do this to you mate, but Louis and I aren't in One Direction anymore and that's final, good luck to you and Harry" before I could answer, he hangs up.




"ZAYN! NO!" I call him back but he doesn't answer, so I call Louis again but it's the same, they both have turned their phones off and have cut me off. Do they seriously not want me or Harry in their lives anymore?




I throw my phone against the hard wood floor and it smashed into pieces, "FUCK EVERYTHING!" I scream at the top of my lungs, I start throwing and knocking down everything, making the room a complete mess and everything smashed or broken.




"NO MATTER WHAT I DO, EVERYTHING JUST TURNS INTO A FUCKING MESS!!" I flip the couch over and throw a glass cup at the wall, bits of glass flying everywhere. I've never been so angry and upset in my life.




I run over to the dressing table where there are papers and things, I rip up the papers and chuck the makeup all over the ground, but I stop once I see a picture of us 5 boys holding our first Brit award. I freeze as I look at the picture, Niall is there, with his cute smile.





I pick it up and look at it closely, remembering that very day. All of us were so happy and proud to get an award like that, we celebrated at our apartment that night and Niall and Louis got so drunk, but it was fun.




A tear trickles down my face and drops on Nialls face, making it blurry and wet. I snap out of my thoughts and realise these times are over, I rip the photo in half and throw them both in the air, I then fall to the ground and lye in the mess I made. I cry so hard that I can't breathe and I'm clenching my fists so tightly that they hurt, but I don't care. I have this feeling that I want to punch something, but I stop myself and just cry more.





"I-I'm so s-sorry Nialler" I stutter, "I love you m-mate" I sniffle as I stand myself up, I dial Josh's number and he answers, "Liam?"



"Y-yeah it's me" I answer, trying to stop myself from crying.



"Did you talk to the boys?" He asks.



"I did, b-but it's not good news" I mumble.




I hear him sigh, "what did they say?"




"Well it was Zayn I talked to and he answered for both him and Louis" I started, "t-they aren't coming back, they have left One Direction and aren't changing their m-minds. They can't do it without Niall and won't hear anything I have to s-say" tears disobey me once again and I just break down, "it's over Josh, were done as One Direction and Zayn and Louis are being so selfish, they don't even want us in their lives anymore, they are moving on"



Josh gasps, "what?! that's ridiculous! they can't just cut you off like that! You all need each other! They are being so rude and disrespectful about this"




"I-i know, I guess they are just taking it really hard"




"But you and Harry are too! We all are!" Josh shoots, he sounds angry now too.



I sigh, "there's nothing more we can do, everything is fucked up" I feel tears threatening to fall but I blink them back, "I need to go some place where I can be left alone, can you look after Harry please?"




"How long will you be?" He questions.




"I don't know, but I need to get away. Can you just look after Harry for the night and I'll find flights for him to go home by tomorrow"





"Liam you need each other right no-"




"I'll text you the details when I've booked his flight, okay?"




Josh sighs, "okay, but look after yourself alright mate?"




"Thanks Josh, tell Harry I'm sorry and that I'll catch up with him soon" before Josh could answer me, I hang up the phone and walk outside to find a cab to the airport.




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The cab pulls up at the airport entrance and I get out, I grab my small bag of things I need that I quickly got from my apartment before I headed here.




I got inside the airport and looked at the tv where it tells you the next flights and all, I looked for anything I saw on that tv to get me out of this place.




I see the next flight is to Hawaii, I don't care how long it takes to get there. I go to check in and once I do I got to gate 48 where my flight leaves in about an hour. I'm actually excited to go, since it's hot and I can surf there.



*AN HOUR LATER*




"Flight 95 to Hawaii is boarding in 5 minutes, passengers please head to gate 48"



That's my flight, I have already booked flights for Harry to Cheshire, so he can go home and his family can look after him.



I quickly text Josh the information,

'Hi its Liam.
I booked Harry's flight to Cheshire for tomorrow at 11am, flight 12, gate 19 and I've already told his family he's coming home'



I hit send and I get a reply with in seconds,

'Thanks Liam, I'll take him to the airport tomorrow.
He won't stop crying, what can I do? your the best person when it comes to this'



I reply,

'Give him plenty of food and drinks, maybe a little alcohol to relax him a bit.
Put some movies on for him, his favourite is Love Actually. Or else just leave him to let his emotions out.
I can't help any other way Josh, I'm sorry'



He replies,

'Okay I'll try that, thanks.
So, where are you going to go Liam? and how long for?'



I reply,

'I don't know how long for, for as long as I want I guess.
I'm not telling you, I don't want anyone to know where I am at the moment okay? But just know that I'm going to be okay and that I will come back one day, I promise.
I have to go, my plane is boarding.
Byeee Joshie'




I hit send one last time before I switch my phone off and board my plane.




I find my seat and we take off about 10 minutes later, I watch as the wheels go faster and faster until we leave the ground and that's when I shed a tear, "goodbye Australia, fans, boys, and goodbye Niall"