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Hi. I'm Jayy, a lonely girl who lives in Atlanta, GA. I'm 18 years old and basically living on my own. But yeah, welcome to my life. Oh yeah. -----> Thats me.
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As I walked from school, I hated every step closer I got home. My stiff legs kept me stuck in the lawn of my house, but yet I kept trying to make myself go inside. As I reached inside my bag and pulled out my keys, I moved as slowly as I possibly could. Click click click - were the noise that key made as I stuck it in the door. When I walked in, I spotted Zayda sitting on the couch staring blankly at the TV that wasn't on.
"And where have you been?" She said to me rudely, with a very raspy voice.
"At school. Where else?" I mumbled under my breath, trying to hurry up stairs before she could get any words out of her mouth.
"What the hell did you say?" She screamed as she slowly sat up. I could feel her eyes burning into the back of my skull.
"Where else you think I've been at mama?" I said in a nice calm voice.
Yes, I said it. She was my birth mother and I hate to say it, but I hated her. She's a drugged out, bum who has nothing better to do with herself.
"Hell I dont know! Stealing? Skipping School? Drugs?"
"Ma what the hell? I don't steal! And I actually like school!" I snapped back at her.
"What about drugs you little devil? Huh? You didn't answer that question. Don't look in your room for any pot, I smoked that shit up?" She snickered and rolled her eyes. "Thats my daughter though."
I quickly ran into my room, slammed the door, and let out a scream.
"Don't be screaming in my house girl! Are you crazy?" She scolded as she got closer to the door.
Tripping over the end of my bed made me even more upset. As I quickly crawled to my drawer and pulled out a rusted razor, she started banging on the door and screaming.
As she screamed and beat her hand against the door I started slitting my wrist. "Open the door you whore!"
As I heard her getting tired, I looked up - imagining heaven - then back down at my bloody arm and passed out.
Guess I cut pretty deep ..
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Jayy__Drippin__Acid::::Sorry It Was So Short You Guys. The Next Chapter Is Gone Be So Dope! I Swear! So Go Ahead And Throw This Book In Your Library And Follow This Chica Right Here! ♥♥♥
-L.A.
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