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I BET YOU FIVE DOLLARS THAT YOU WON'T GUESS WHAT HAPPENS AT THE END! NOT EVEN COME CLOSE!
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"What are you talking about?" I said looking at them both.
"Don't you remember when I first met you and I told you about me, my friend, and my dad?" He asked.
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"I feel like I can tell you personal things. You know? We've both been through a lot." He said as he got confortable in front of me. "But I hope this doesn't change our feelings for each other."
"It won't." I said softly. "I promise."
"Last year, my friend and I killed my dad." he said uneasily. }
"Your freaking kidding me!" I said astonishingly. "No way!"
"Yes way." They both said simultaneously.
"What the hell ... "I said with my hand on my chest. "This is too crazy! Your messing with me!"
I had to make time to catch my breath. Honestly I didn't even believe him when he told me in the first place.
"How long have you guys been friends?" I asked excitedly.
"Seventh grade." They both laughed. "Ha, twins." They said as they nudged each other.
"God, y'all are disgusting!" I said to them.
"Oh, Nia can I talk to you outside?" Izzy said to me.
"Okay ... baby I will be right back." I said as I turned to Alex.
"Alright bae." Alex said as we went our separate ways.
Izzy reached for my hand, which me being so nontraditional, thought that was hella weird. As we reached the back porch, he sat me down on the second step while he sat on the first step. He sat down with his legs open, as he slightly tugged on the baggy skinny jeans he'd changed into.
"Baby girl," He said as he shook his head.
"What?" I said a little worried.
"You married Alex." He said nonchalantly but with a smirk. "I don't know if this is a good or bad thing."
"Why not?!" I said a little panicked.
"Alex has a completely different side to him." He said with his head down. "And I don't know if your alright with that."
"I'm pretty sure I know the side your talking about." I smiled. "And I'm alright with it."
"Are you sure?" He said surprised
"Yep! I'm so positive." I said still smiling.
We sat silent for a minute.
"So honestly, how'd you feel when he told you that? about what we did?" He asked a little eary.
"I mean I don't know. I wasn't really shocked or anything. You know? I thought it was kind of cool."
"And your not scared to live with him?" He asked as he scooted down to the next step beside me.
"Not really, I know he wouldn't hurt anybody ... if he didn't have a good reason." I laughed. "The way I feel is if you want to, do it. You know? Hell I don't care, I would." I let slip out of my mouth. Dang! Why did you say that?
He laughed a laughed that sounded like a nerdy brothers laugh as he shrugged his shoulders as if saying, "Well your right."
With him now sitting beside me, made me feel some type of way. Not weird, but love? Maybe even sexually. WHAT THE HELL NIA? GET YOUR FUCKING LIFE, PACK IT IN A BAG, AND GET IT TOGETHER! THAT'S YOUR BROTHER! I said to myself as I kept looking into his eyes.
"So what's wrong? What'd you have to tell me?"
"Ha nothing." He awkwardly laughed while putting his head closer.
"Tell me." I said as I scooted closer.
"I think ... Well I hope it really did get passed down to you too."
"You hope what got passed down to me?"
"I'll tell you tomorrow." He said as I whipped out the puppy dog eyes. "I will." He reassured as he placed his hand on my thigh bare thigh.
I looked down at his hand that kind of scared me.
"Calm down." He said lowly, now looking back in my eyes.
We sat only inches away and I couldn't stop looking into eyes that looked exactly like mine. They buzzed around my face, as if he was looking for something, while he hand still sat there.
"Nia ..." He said while leaning into me. Before I knew it he brought his lips to mine, making them touch ever so slightly; but out of reaction I pulled away.
He stared at me for a while again. Then grabbed my chin softly and kissed me again. As he kissed me ... his hand slid down my naked thigh. All the way down my thigh.
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