Drugs, Sex, & Suicide

29Sex, Drugs, & Suicide

xXJayy_CocaineXx :::: I hated this chapter so much! You know why? BECAUSE I HATE WRITING SWEET STUFF! Gosh! It about killed me! But I hope you enjoy ... Kind of! I guess ... 

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"Who the hell are you?" I said awkwardly.

He looked down at me, with a big ear-to-ear smile.

"Your freaking kidding me?" I said on the verge of tears.

"Hey baby sister." He said with a smile.

I reached up to give him a hug as his picked me up. As we were hugging I noticed that the curtain had been open, and everyone was watching us. But before I could get anything out of my mouth to say to him, they qued the music for me to start walking down the aisle.

When he put me down I latched onto his arm really quickly. While walking down the aisle, I kept my face downward, nervous as hell. I didn't know what else to do but I didn't want to panic. But surely I wouldn't go out and get high and show up late to a wedding. Your wedding at that! Leaving my wife, wait, pregnant wife there looking stupid!

Nia calm down ... It's over with. I said to myself. Now let's just get this thing over with because I freaking hate gushy sh ... stuff. But I was honestly so happy that my brother was finally here. With me.

Dang. Why is this taking so freaking long? About 20 minutes already passed and this man still talking! My feet hurt, my back hurt, and I'm still kind of pissed at Alex.

"Your vows." The man said throwing my thought off.

After I said mine, it was Alex's turn. Ugh, what does he have to say. Oh my goodness! Are all married couples like this? Hating each other? No thats not possible! I don't hate him ... all though sometimes I just want to ring his neck, then stick my foot in his throat, and step on his windpipe and watch him die!

"Nia ..." Alex said breaking my thought process again, thank God. "I honestly don't know how to tell you this, but I love you."

He folded the paper up and put it in his pocket. Really? Are you serious? I thought to myself. That's it?

"I don't need paper to be able to tell you how I feel. Nia, you are everything I ever wanted. You been with me through thick and thin, depression and back and I would kill if something ever happened to you. And you know how real that statement is." He said as he looked deep into my eyes. "When I first met you I knew you were different, it might sound cliche but I did. We had more things that any one of them could even imagine. Your just perfect." He paused as he lifted my chin up. "Baby, I love your bed hair in the morning. I love how you cuss at everyone when you drive. I love how you make me eat healthy even though, God knows, that I hate it. I love that your mine. Your my broken princess." He finished.

I officially forgave him. That was the sweetest thing that he's ever said to me. Or about me.

"Nia Jayy. Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?"

"Duh!" I said smiling.

"Alex Starr. Do you..."

"Hell yeah man." Alex said as he grabbed me and gave me a big kiss. He pulled away, looked me in my eyes, looked down at my lips, then kissed me softly again.

●● Later That Night ●●

Everyone from the wedding had at Alex's moms house. To party. After I had changed, me and Ally decided to walk up front where the party was. I danced my way through the pool of people looking for Alex and Izzy.

After a while me and Ally spotted them.

"Hey!" I yelled as I ran up and gave Izzy a hug. "Hey baby." I added as I turned around to give Alex a kiss.

"Hey there beautiful." Izzy said with in a deep sexy voice that gave me chills.

"So do you approve of this snotty nosed boy?" I asked Izzy while laughing and blushing a little.

"Well actually ... I've been approved of him." Izzy said seriously.

"What?" I said still slightly laughing.

"Baby, I've know Izzy longer than you have." Alex said blankly. 

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