Drugs, Sex, & Suicide

Chapter 16

I looked down. Then looked up. The full moon framed a wide shouldered man standing in the door way. I didn't even know it was night yet.

"Are you okay?!" He yelled.

I was still trying to catch my breath and focus my eyes.

"Nia breathe!" He yelled.

I slowly found my way to the floor. Still panting roughly; as I seen the guy screaming in pain but not quite hearing him.

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I woke up in the bed, once again. I hated being so helpless all the time! I just hated it!

I laid there replaying what happened last night. Slowly shifted my head toward the bright sun then to the edge of the bed where Alex sat. Worried.

As I shifted my weight to my side then up; he jumped.

"Calm down bae. It's just me." I said soothingly.

He didn't say anything back.

"Bae?" I said again.

"Yeah?" He responded dimly.

As wrapped my arms around his stomach, he quickly removed them. I sat back in disbelief.

"What's wrong?" I asked. "Where'd you put the body?"

"Nothing, its just ... nothing." He said shaking his head. "And don't worry, I handled it."

I got out of the bed, kind of pissed because he's not telling me whats wrong and all he ever does is "handle it". As I walked to the front of him his eyes were puffy and red. Either he was drunk, high, or hadn't been the sleep.

When I reached for his chin, he pulled his face back.

"What it is?" I asked sternly.

"No sleep." He responded bluntly.

"Alexander! Please! Really!" I spoke louder but still sternly.

"Hell, I'm tired of not being abled to watch after you like a man should! Every time I turn around someone's attacking you! And I can't do shit about it!" He yelled back.

"Baby ..." I said softly.

"No." He interrupt. "I feel so sorry for you! Getting into all this mess, a man trying to kill you, you trying to kill yourself ... "

I cut him off. "No! Don't pity me. I did that to myself!"

"But I'm really sorry for you having me as a weak ass boyfriend Jayy. I'm sorry." He said as he turned to me.

"No your not. If you were, I wouldn't be here with you right now. I wouldn't be so anxious to see you every single day! Wanting to hear you snor at night, us kissing even when we have fuzzy slippers on our teeth." I smiled as he weakly chuckled and went back to a plain face. "And if you weren't the most perfect boyfriend ever, I would have probably killed you by now." I said jokingly, still smiling.

He flashed a weak but real smile.

"Baby, I mean it." I reassured.

He grabbed me and wrapped his arm around my lower back and sat his head right below my belly button. Then stood up and whispered in my ear, "I love you baby". The way he said it gave me goosebumps. Then out of no where, a sensation ran through me. I want him. Bad. He looked down at me as I looked up at him.

He slowly sat on the bed and pulled me on top of him as he kissed my neck. My heart was beating faster than fast as he kept grinding his bone against me. I was nervous at what was about to happen.

He flipped me over and kept kissing my neck. I rubbed my hands over his dreads wanting more. As he slid off my shirt, he revealed my Victoria's Secret bra and panty set.

From in between my breast all the way down; he put kisses. I took of his shirt, revealing his tattoos and his huge arms. And all that did was turn me on more. As things got hotter in his bed. Things started getting serious.

He barley slid inside at first. But then looked at me and smiled to notice that I had been a virgin and the pain I was already going through. After then it was just me and him, no thought ... at all. 

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