Drugs, Sex, & Suicide

36Sex, Drugs, & Suicide

@poprockerx07 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SWEETNESS! I dedicated this chapter to you lovely girl!

~Jayy

"What is it!?" I shouted.

After I said that, in rolled a little pink carriage.

"Here's your baby." He said as his frown turned into a smile.

I sucked up my tears and reached for her. In my arms were Jasmine Belle Jayy-Starr

●●A Couple Of Hours Later●●

Alex slept on the couch and Izzy slept in the chair. And me, well me, I sat up holding my baby, watching her breathe. Watching her wake up, go to sleep, cry, and eat.

On top of her head sat a head full of curly brown hair. Her ears were huge! I knew her nickname had to be dumbo. But once I got to her eyes ... God her eyes ... They would make guys fall head over heels. She had piercing green/brown eyes that I knew had came from my side of the family. And honestly with her skin tone, they made her look Caucasian. I laughed at the thought.

After a while I jumped to hear my phone vibrate beside me. New message.

Can we talk about this?

I looked over at him as he kept his eyes locked on his phone.

Alex, we have a baby together. I'm sure I'll get over it eventually. But not right now ...

So your not mad at me?

Oh, I'm highly fucking pissed. Like I don't know if I could ever trust you like I use to. Ever again. And it's kind of killing me knowing that you're in the room with me.

Oh ...

If it wasn't for this girl right here, no telling where I might've been.

Where we might've been.

Yeah ...

I seen him lay his phone on his chest ... thinking of what to say next. So I picked up my phone instead.

What happen to your hand?

Several busted blood vessels.

What? How?!

Let's just say that the door got it's ass beat.

I chuckled to myself and sat my phone down. Trying to get over the fact that my biggest secret was told, almost struggling because I don't want to be alone and I don't want my baby girl to be a fatherless child. Another statistic.

●●A Couple Of Weeks Later●●

"What else you need baby?" Alex yelled from the kitchen.

"Alex I don't need anything." I said.

Ever since what happen a couple of weeks ago, he'd been treating me like a princess. I had just now laid Jazzy down and finally had free time. As I finally sat down my phone started ringing. Ugh! I wanted to throw it into a wall.

"Calm down baby." He said as he looked at my annoyed face.

It still annoyed me that he kept calling me baby. As I reached for my phone the doorbell rang and my phone finally stopped ringing. But before I could even get to the door it started ringing again. I opened to door to see Izzy with his phone to his ear.

"Now, nigga. I heard your phone ringing! What you tryna diss me? Eh?" He talked like a ghetto black girl. But yes things sometimes still get really really awkward between us.

He stepped inside, spoke to Alex, then turned to me looking serious.

"Nia, since tomorrow is my last day ... I feel that its time to hang out the dirty laundry. Its time for you to know the truth." He said softly. "The whole truth." 

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Next chapter secrets are going to start rolling out ... Be there, or be square. □ I guess ...