Drugs, Sex, & Suicide

Chapter 10

Jayy__Drippin__Acid:::: I Just Wanted To Say ... I Love You! ♥ 

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"What is it?" Raven yelled as they ran to the door. "Oh my god."

"Hi Nia. I'm Ally your sister. Me and mom have been trying to get in touch with you." the girl said.

"Me and mom? Who are you?" I said angrily.

"I'm your sister. As you can tell." she responded hipperly.

As I started to walk away, she added.

"Wait! Our mother wants to talk to you. She brings exciting news." She said excitingly.

"Why are you talking like that? Where are you from? What "mom" are you talking about? What are you talking about?!" I yelled.

"I've been talking to our mom, Zayda, ever since I can remember. I've always known her and you. We played together all the time. Don't you remember me?" She pulled out a picture of two baby girls wearing the same thing, looking exactly alike.

"No." I said under my breath.

After I looked at the pictures I looked at her. She actually look JUST like me or I looked like her, but god I don't know why but I was so scared.

"Oh my goodness." I said slowly as I looked back at the picture. But before I knew it, somehow we both fell into a hug.

"What the hell? I'm still confused." Raven said.

A couple of minutes later...

"Oh. Sniff. What was the good news?" I reminded her.

"Oh, yeah. Sniff. Moms getting clean..." She said. "... for us!" She said.

"Fuck her." I said rudely back. After that I got serious.

"Why are always talking down on her!" She said loudly.

"Cause I went through unnecessary bull because of her! I grew up without a mom nor dad!" I yelled back.

"Well imagine how it feels growing up knowing that your birth parents aren't your real parents!?" She screamed back.

"Lucky as hell! Because you don't know her like I do! You just met her!" I said.

"What do you mean?" She said dumbfounded. "I see her almost every night Nia what point don't you understand?!"

"Please leave, I don't think I'm ready for me. I mean you." I said sadly.

As she opened the door, she said "Well Nia, just know that you have a sister who will always be there for you."

She shut the door. I didn't know what to do.

"Well dang, soap opera!" Raven said. "Jayy, stop being a punk! Stop crying!"

"This isn't funny! What makes you think this is so effin funny?! Everybody can't have doctors as parents! Or parents at all, you spoiled brat!!" I yelled back.

She sat there in ah. I opened the door and started walking. Then the door flew back open.

"Jayy wait! She's sorry!" Nikki yelled.

"Who said that." Raven whispered in the background. But I ignored it and kept walking. "She need to lose the attitude!" She added.

●Long Story Short I Ended Up At A Open Gas Station●

I walked up and down the aisles looking for me something to eat. Quietly, I grabbed a bag of chips and something to drink and snuck it in my bag.

"Can I get a pack of top papers (rolling paper)?" I said to the Indian lady. She gave it to me as I sat a dollar on the counter.

As I walked out the store I quickly found a bench, my new bed. Tears started streaming down my face. I knew I had looked like black swan. Honestly, I couldn't believe what was going on. So I just buried my face in my palms and cried even more.

A little later, a car pulled up. Quickly, I scooted down so the guy going in the store wouldn't notice me crying as he entered.

"Jayy?" someone said. Dang, it was him. 

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