Drugs, Sex, & Suicide

24Sex, Drugs, & Suicide

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I automatically got nervous. Why? I have no clue. Before I opened the letter I walked in our room and shut the door. Then crawled into the bed and crossed my legs.

For some reason, I just couldn't bring myself to open the letter.

"Deep breath." I said as I opened it.

It Read:

Dear Nia,

Hi. Izzy here. Umm, I've been thinking about doing this ever since you were younger but I just couldn't bring myself to it. But anyway. You don't know how excited I was to hear that they finally got a hold of you! I mean, finally speaking to my little sister! How are you? Who's the snotty nosed guy taking you out all the time? Eh? Lol. I'm joking. :) Whoever he is, make sure he treats you right Nia. I really don't know what to talk about so I was going to tell you a little bit about myself.

I'm 23 years old. Umm, I am a outgoing geek basically. I read and drink coffee all the time; therefore Starbucks is my home. I am stationed in Guantanamo Bay, Cuba as we speak. I've been in the Marine Corps for 4 years now. I have 2 kids. Ava and Aiden. Both 7 with different moms (yeah your brother was a rolling stone). I haven't seen them in 3 months though, and its killing me. Umm, I have 2 twin sisters. One I don't know just yet, but I know for a fact that she's smart, beautiful, and an intelligent girl; and the other one is crazy and .... just crazy, and I've been in touch and known her for close to a year now. My oldest sister got put up for adoption at 3 and I, myself got put up at 8 but my youngest sister got to stay with our mom.

People say that she was the lucky one, but she wasn't, at all. Nia, I know what you went through staying with mom. A living hell. Ally told me she had noticed scars on your wrist. Imagine being up here trying to kill someone when your sisters out there trying to kill herself. Do you know how hard it is for me, here? Thinking that all she needed was for her big brother to be there to protect her; from her mom, the drugs, the streets ... BOYS. Lol. But from now on I'm here for you. Okay? Just know that. And don't think for one minute this family is less insane than the Bloody Benders. There are more secrets to this dysfunctional family than you will ever know.

Love,

Izzy

P.S. You can rip this letter up and never look back if you want. All I really wanted to say was that I'm here, I do exist and I Love You. Bye Nia.

I folded it up. Slid it back in the envelope. And sat it beside me. I couldn't believe this. But the part at the end really got to me, and I all I really wanted to know was ...

"Who are the Bloody Benders?" I said to myself. "And how was our family worse than them?"

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