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"WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!"

"Dan! Shut up! I'm trying to sleep!"

"AND IT SHOWS, WHEN WE STAND, HAND IN HAND, MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUEE."

"DANIEL!"

"YEAH!?"

"SHUT UP! JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE INSOMNIA DOESN'T MEAN I DO AS WELL."

"IS IT TOO LATE NOW TO SAY I'M SORRY?"

"YES, NOW SHUT UP."

"THEN I GUESS IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE, IT'S TOO LATE."

"DAN!"

I grin widely as I draw my amazing one man band to a close for the night, knowing that Pj had to sleep, but unfortunately I was no where near tired and I was full of energy so I decided to go to go on a walk.

I get ready, grab all the things I need, leave a note on the kitchen counter before leaving silently through the front door. I blow out a breath and breath in the fresh crisp winter air, I began my journey to no particular destination, but yet again do I find myself at the coffee shop.

I walk in and was about to sit at my usual table before realising suddenly that someone was sitting at my table. And that someone was no other than Phil. I sit down at the table next to him and see that he was reading a fanfiction.

"I see the roles have switched now," I state, a smile slowly working it's way onto my face. I take off my coat and gently place it beside me.

"Indeed they have, Mr Howell." he smirks but he doesn't look away from his computer.

We've been doing this for a couple of weeks now, we'd both meet up in the coffee shop, talk about nothing and everything and then plan to meet up the next day before I go home to my boyfriend and he goes home to his.

"Which book you reading?" I question, shuffling closer to get a better look at the screen.

"Oh, it's a- uh, Newtmas book." He stutters.

"Never be ashamed of your gay ships dude, you're one yourself."

"I am?" He asks, finally turning my way.

"Of course," I scoff. "You and Chris? I've seen your YouTube accounts, Crabstickz and AmazingPhil, dude, you two are AmazingStickz!" I giggle and Phil smiles, but it doesn't quite meet his eyes.

The little sparkle that was there, wasn't there anymore, just like when Pj told me about...

"Oh my god, I am so stupid and forever sorry!" I tell him.

Wait... He's single... But you aren't dumbass. Right! Pj! But as I look over to the boy with the Raven black hair and the most mesmerising blue eyes anyone could ever have, I realised I felt something towards him, and yeah, I love Pj... But am I in love with him?

"No it's fine! How were you to know my fiancé is in hospital?" He sighs, still smiling a little.

Oh look, there's a massive cliff over there, why don't you go left down the cliff, and then just tumble for a while.

Fiancé. Fiancé. Fiancé.

Oh god. There goes all my hopes, dreams and- why am I thinking like this? I have Pj! Pj is my boyfriend!

"Fiancé?" I manage to say.

"Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you! Me and Chris got engaged last night, I was going to ask you for help, but you seemed a little out of it so I thought I should leave you alone,"

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