dear diary,
I'm really sick, I used to hate puking, now its just an everyday routine. Joshua hasn't come to visit me anymore, he's probably getting high at his friends house. don't know why I keep on dwelling on it, I'm so over him. been there done that. I should be moving on to my next hoe, maybe Brahms.. HOLY SHIT. What am I saying?! Brahms is 7 years old! I'm 10 years older than him! must be all the drugs they have me on. must be.. or maybe I'm just into younger guys, you know, I could do with a little change in my life. OKAY. I should sign off before I begin to get freaki—er—than I already am. I'll update you on my boring ass life tomorrow. boiiii.
oh yeah, I've actually started to like writing.. mrs.leech is quite a good influence.
fuck. It's definelty the drugs.
October 1, 1994
