dear diary,
Joshua came to see me today. I thought he was going to apologize. I was wrong.
I close my eyes and place my hands behind my head, the creaking of the door causing me to stir a bit.
"Get out Brahms, I'm really not in the mood."
(bt dubs, Brahms is a little boy with leukemia that likes to come and play chess with me every now and then.)
Something heavy is thrown on my stomach, I let out a quiet oomph.
"What the-"
"My mom wanted me to drop this off for you, the nurse at the front said you didn't want to see me so I had to sneak in through the window."
I can feel Joshua's breath hovering over me, "You smell like cigars. Have you been smoking?"
"So what if I have?"
"Get out."
"Come on, Hayd."
"Get out or I'm calling the nurses to kick you out."
I watch as his hand moves to scratch the stubble on his chin, "When did you become so bitchy."
"When did you become a" I punch his balls, and then slap his head.
"When I found out that the girl I'm in love with is dying."
He stares at me with these ice cold eyes, I almost don't believe that those words just came out of the mouth of the person I'm looking at. I don't recognize him, and it scares me.
He tumbles towards the windowsill, turning ever so slightly to the right. "You're going to die. You know that right?"
I gulp, "Yes."
"Good." and with that, he disappears into the dark of night.
September 30, 1994
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sorry that this chapter was shorter than my usual flashback chapters, I didn't want them to argue too much. also, don't hate Joshua YET. And please vote, comment and all that stuff. I only have 3 votes but this is the most successful any of my stories have been, (sad I know.)
