Street dancer(on hold)

Chapter 3

I get home just in time, Zack isn't home yet. I take a quick shower and look for a new needle I inject myself with more than half of the container full. It's alot for one but I need to relax.

I need to get my mind off of that boy, Zack would kill me if he knew I even looked at another boy much less, I shake my head to clear my thoughts. I feel the affects of the heroine set in I smile slightly, I love this feeling.

I hear the door open I jump up and run to the door "Zack!!" He looks at me and smiles "hey kitten, miss me" I can't stop smiling "Yup!" Lie. He walks up to my and caresses my face "I missed you to kitten" he leans down and kisses me "let's go get ready, I have a deal tonight"

he pulls me to the room, zacks a drug dealer call it his night job if you will. I change into a red dress and net leg ins with some heels, Zack makes me dress like a hooker when we go out at night to do his deals why don't ask me but I don't have a choice.

I curl my hair and finish up my make up "Kay babe in done" I turn around so Zack and look at me he walks over to me and grips my hips "you look sexy as hell kitten" he starts kissing my neck I moan he starts sucking on my neck

"can't wait till we get home" he grabs my hand and pulls me out of the house. We get into his car and drive back to our old neighborhood, you can't more ghetto than East LA.

When we get there Zack helps me out the car and wraps his arm around me possessively, who understands me he has me dressing this way than goes all possessive on me.

We walk over to his "buddy's" and they start talking and getting loaded Zack tightens his grip around me, great he's going to get violent "dude your girl is sexy as hell" Zack looks down at me "damn right she is" he try'd kissing me I move

I don't like him kissing me when he's on drugs especially since I'm still pretty high. He glares at me a shake me head, he grabs my by the chin and forcibly kisses I pull back "seriously Zack!"

I push him and step out of his grip, he looks at me seriously pissed. I don't even bother to say anything I just turn and walk away ill be damned if he gets all stupid possessive on me around his guys.

I walk down to an old friends house and stay there, she sells drugs too so we chill and get loaded. After an hour or two I leave to find Zack but I can't find him, I walk over to his friends "where's Zack?" They look at me "he left baby" I give him my best wtf face, he would be the one to leave me..

"It's ok baby I'll take care of you" he takes a step towards I take a step back "uh I don't think so." I walk away what a pig! Why the hell did Zack leave I mean it isn't the first time he's left me because he got angry at me .

As I start heading in the direction of where I live alot of guys start eyeing me jeez I wish I would have worn something different or at leave longer ! I start shaking I quickly realize that it isn't out of fear but I haven't injected in a while so I pull out my needle and inject myself I smile as the high starts to set in again,this relaxes me.

After a while I realize I'm kinda lost, shit how did I get lost! I find a road and just start walking north, if I head to the spot where I dance ill find my way home easy. I get there in what feels like forever there's no one on the boulevard,

I sit at the stop take off my heels and sigh damn It Zack! When I get home I am going to kill him, it's obviously going to lead to a fight but he going to get his. I pull out my iPod and hit play I stand up and start dancing, I don't understand how some people don't like go dance it's so freeing and relaxing,

it's hard finding a place where you belong and to find something that makes you happy me I never had to struggle with that. When I dance I'm in my world and I fit in just fine no fear no boundaries. When the song ends I'm breathing heavily I can't help but smile

"it's you" I jump and turn my head in the direction of where I heard the voice, my heart stop its the guy from earlier today! "You're the girl who was dancing here earlier aren't you ?" I slowly nod a smile forms on his perfect face "You're amazing" god I think my hearts going to jump out of my chest! "Thank you"

"I'm Jayden, what are you doing out at this hour" Jayden... Perfect name for a perfect boy "Riley and my ride kind of left me and I don't think I want to head home to an angry person" I start shaking again and I feel light headed shit "are you ok?" I don't have anymore with me.. I sit on the floor,

I'm sweating more than I should be , what the hell am I having a withdrawal!? But it hasn't been more than an hour! I pull me knees to my chest and hug myself , I don't know what to do. I feel someone hands on me, Jayden.

"Hey it's ok" he picks me up bridal style "your burning up...don't worry it's going to be ok" I press my face to his chest , I don't get what happening! I feel Jayden start walking I don't know where he's going but I'm not in a possession to object.

After a while he knocks somewhere and the door opens "Jayden who's she?" I hear a female voice "I'll explain later just run a cold bath and get dad" dad? Wait am I in his house ! A couple more doors open them Jayden stop

"this is going to be cold but it'll be ok I promise" suddenly I drop into an ice cold bath I scream and try to get out but Jayden's holding me "I know it's cold but I promise it'll be ok" after about five minutes he pulls me out

I'm shivering he wraps a towel around me and picks me back up and sets me in a room on the bed, he kneels infront of me "I'm sorry about that, but your feeling better now right?" I shake my head as my teeth chatter, he smiles a small smile

"I'm glade my mom lay'd out some clothes for you they where my sisters they should fit you fine,when your read come down stairs" he leaves me in the room I pull up my hair strip out of my damp dress dry off and change into the clothes

they had for me clean off my makeup and head down, the house to HUGE but I eventually find my way down Jayden's in the living room "hey" I slightly smile, another man stands up "This is my dad Dr.Taylor"

did he say dr? "There's nothing wrong with me I don't need a doctor." Jayden walls over to me "you where having a withdrawal it wouldn't hurt"

he pulls me over to his dad and he starts examining me "what kind of drugs are you doing?" I looked at him shocked "excuse me?" "What kind if drugs do you use?"

He asks again "what makes you think I do drugs?" "You where having a withdrawal, it had to be a major drug" he look at Jayden them back at his dad and sigh " it was Heroin.." "May I see your arm?"

I extend my arm and he examines it "when was the last time?" "Earlier this afternoon" he looks at me confused "then why where you having withdrawals?" I shrug"you must have a bad addiction ill be right back"

Dr. Taylor looks at Jayden and leaves, just what I need a rich high end DR. Labeling me an addict .

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