Street dancer(on hold)

Chapter 11

Jayden walks me outside "I'll see you tomorrow" I smile at him "yeah see you tomorrow" he leans down kisses my cheek and at the same time lets go of my hand and I start walking home, when I get there I start shaking, is Zack home? I open the door and he's not here I sigh and go take a shower when I get out Zacks in the room he looks at me, he's sober he walks up to me "what happened to you face baby?" I look down "I-I'm sorry baby I went out and I got jumped.." His face hardens "By who." I try not to look him in the eyes "Riley you tell me by who I'm going to find out anyway." "Zander.." Zack let's go of me walks over to his side of the bed and pulls out his gun my heart stops as he heads for the door I run to him "Zack baby no" "Give me one god dam reason why I shouldn't! No one has the right to put there fucking hands on you! Why the hell shouldn't I go kill him!" "Because he didn't do anything you haven't!" His eyes widen I cover my mouth and take a step back. Nothing's said we both stay quiet, silent tears roll down my face, Zack drops the gun reaches for me I flinch but he doesn't hit me he pulls me into a hug, he's trembling I hear him sniff is he crying... "Why the hell do you put up with me.." I feel his tears falling on my head I hug him back "sh baby shh" he falls to his knees and hug my waste "you shouldn't have to put up with a bastard like me Riley you deserve the world.. Why the hell haven't you left me yet.." I cup his face and kneel down infront of him "Zack baby listen to me" I look into his eyes and for the first time I see fear, he looks like a scared little kid something I've never seen in Zack before...he was always the strong one he never showed fear he was strong.. It breaks my heart just seeing him this way "baby we made a promise a long time ago. nothing nor no one's ever going to come In between us remember that?" He nods "I love you. That's why I put up with you Zack I owe you my life if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be the person I am you saved me from that man remember? You could barley take care of yourself but you took a chance by taking me in an 8 year old little girl and look where we are now Zack" I smile at him and kiss him "I love you got it? You are not a bastard, you make me happy, you gave me the world from the moment you took me away from that horrible life, don't you ever dought yourself baby I'm here to stay even when you get sick of me and want me to leave I won't ill always be here" he pulls me into a hug I hug him back. It's the least I can do for him... Stay with him.. That means I have to stop seeing Jayden . I have to tell him tomorrow while Zacks at work I'll tell Jayden the truth and never see him again he'll have to go back to New York sooner or later and meet again do I have to worry about him. I pull back from the hug "let's go to sleep baby, C'mon" we both stand up and walk to the bed we lay down face each other I hold his hand he still looks scared "I love you baby" I kiss him "I love you too" we both drift off into a comfortable sleep. The next morning I wake up to a door opening I sit up "sh baby it's ok I'm just going to work I'll be back tonight" he kisses my forehead and I go back to sleep for about an hour then I wake back up change and head to Jayden's house. When I knock he opens the door his face lights up "hey your early" be strong Riley you can do this "I need to talk to you, can we take a walk?" He gets a confused look on his face I start walking I hear the door close and foot steps he follows me we walk a little while then I stop "what wrong Ri-" "we can't see each other anymore." "What? Why?" You can do this Riley . I turn and face him "we're from two different world Jayden! You grew up sucking on a silver spoon! I grew up in east LA! I cant keep doing this pretending like this is simple!" His face changed "what are you talking about of course it's simple Riley. I've never met a girl like you. Your different your strong your-" "I have a boyfriend Jayden!" His face falls "Zack is my boyfriend. We've been together for a long long time I owe him my life." "Do you love him?" I take a deep breath "yes I do." He takes a step back "Ok" he turns and walks away. I feel my eyes getting watery but I blink them away no I'm not going to cry... I couldn't keep doing this...Zack didn't deserve this.. I know if I kept this up I would fall for Jayden.. And maybe I already have but it doesn't matter I love Zack and I promised him nothing nor anyone would come between us... I finally start walking home, I know with doing this I have to give up dancing. Jayden would know where to find me, I have to be a good girlfriend and make Zack happy maybe I could convince him to move somewhere different... Something I have to get away from here away from Jayden at least until he goes back to New York.. If I don't just the memory of him will kill me

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Jackie X