Street dancer(on hold)

Chapter 12

I wake up to an in comfortable crushing feeling, I look next to me and Zacks still in bed I wiggle out his grip and head to the bathroom I take a nice hot shower as I step out Zacks in the bathroom "Morning kitten" I smile "Morning baby" he walks up to me and give me a forceful kiss, I try not to flinch away "your not going to work today?" He shakes his head "I'm going to spend today with you" I try not to groan I just wanted to spend the day alone.. I force a smile "what are we doing today?" He grabs my hand "go change and you'll see" he nod, I go into the bathroom and change, as I go back to the bathroom Zacks in the shower so I start to blow dry my hair once I'm done and he's out and ready he takes me hand and we start walking. He doesn't say anything we start reaching the nicer parts of LA "Zack? where are we going?" he just smiles it kind of gave me the creeps.. I look around and I recognize a few places then it hits me we're going to Jayden's house!? I try to move but cant I just keep walking my mouth wont even open. after what feels like forever we reach his house I start to panic what's going to happen! Zack knocks at the door after a couple seconds the door opens I pray that it isn't jayden who opens it but of course he does, everything happens so fast that I couldn't even process by the time I react jaydens on the floor in a pool of his blood I look at zack whos just holding the gun I try to run to Jayden but my feet wont move I let out a piercing scream being the only thing I could do I just look at Jayden in shock eventually his chest stops raising and I knew he was dead

I wake up in a cold sweat I look next to me and zacks fast asleep I get up and walk to the bathroom I slump to the floor, placing my hand on my chest to try and control my breathing.. was it a dream? I mean it had to be... h-he isn't dead... no we haven't left the house together in a couple weeks... As long as I stay away he should be fine right,,, he should be heading back to new York soon. He'll be ok... when I finally get control of my breathing I head back to bed but I don't go back to sleep no.. I didn't want to risk having another nightmare.. seeing Jayden's cold lifeless body once was more than enough for me..Before I know it the suns is raising I feel zack shift and I immediately close my eyes he's getting up for work. I wait and listen for the door to close so I can open my eyes again I feel very sleepy but I refuse to sleep.. after last night ill never be able to sleep not until hes safe, I get up and make myself I nice strong cup of coffee and just sit there. Not going to the boulevard to dance really doesn't leave me with anything to do during the day other than to sit around and wait for zack fun right? I don't understand how the women on tv do it wait around all day just for there men to get home, Is that suppose to make you feel complete? or maybe useful? does it give them a purpose in life? I don't know but this waiting around thing is going to drive me C.R.A.Z.Y I clean up a little around the house I even make lunch and have time to watch a couple movies on tv when I finally get bored and zack still wont be home for a while.. God this is so boring I walk into my room and find a needle "don't do it" I hear his voice in my head "your so much better than that.." I shake my head I feel up the container half way "please Riley for me? I don't want to loose you like I did my sister.." "You aren't here SHUTUP!" I stick out my arm and inject myself everything gets blurry as the high sets in I take a deep breath and relax god this feels amazing! I feel my phone buzz I don't bother looking at the ID im sure its Zack " H-Helloooooooo" "R-riley.." my heart stops "J-Jayden?"

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Ok so uhhhh this is so short I hate it but I felt like I had to give you guys something! Marry Christmas tho! and ill be updating a lot more because I finally got my laptop yayyy! well thanks for the reads guys(: you should also check out my fan Fiction its called Lust kay thanks guys and I promise chapters will get longer and better!!

Jackie x