My Teacher, My Lover, My Kylo Ren

Chapter 7**WARNING SMUT**

**SUPER AWKWARDLY WRITTEN SMUT AHEAD HAHA, COULD THIS EVEN BE CONSIDERED SMUT SINCE ITS SO POORLY WRITTEN?!**

Fall break was a nice change. I don't live far from the school, currently my family was on vacation; who knows where. My family also decided to give the maids time off; which is nice. I get this huge ass scary mansion to myself. I hate it here... It feels so cold. I don't even remember that time I had a proper conversation with my parents. I shake my head and go up to my room.

It was practically a studio apartment. Small kitchen, bathroom, bed, tv, everything I might need while hiding from reality.

Kylo followed me home; he wanted to keep me company. He easily knew his way to my room. He set his bag down by the bedroom door. He put his arms around me. I turned around. He kissed me so suddenly I almost didn't have time to react. Quickly getting over myself I kissed him back. He picked me up and took us to my bed. Laying us down he continued to kiss me.

Sure I could deal with probably confronting my parents, maybe try to have a proper relationship with them, but this was so much better.

Both of my hands cupped his cheeks as the kiss intensified. Kylo rested his body on one hand while his other found the back of my neck. His fingers moved up through my hair. My legs circled his body, pulling him closer.

Kylo pulled himself off of me, he immediately ripped off his shirt. I quickly did the same. They couldn't come off any faster. Kylo quickly slipped on the little piece of plastic of protection. His skin was burning hot, I could feel it radiate onto mine, I didn't notice once we touched.

"Ready?" He asked leaning back over me. His arms holding him up. His hair fell down and hung down by the sides of his face. My hair was sprawled out under me.

"Ready" I nodded grabbing his head and pulling him down, his body weight was heavy but didn't hurt. A smile spread across my lips. Everything was just so wrong. This whole relationship. Everything, but I couldn't just stop. No I need this, I need him. All moral reasoning being pushed aside.

With that he wasted no time. Sparks flew. My finger ran through his hair pushing, and holding it back to I could see his face. The best part was we didn't have to worry about anyone else. The volume had no limit. The pulling of hair, the random laughs we had. Sex was really funny when it was happening. We bumped heads, squished our noses together. Our hair might get caught in each others mouth, laughing some more we pulled it out and continued what we were doing.

Kylo wanted to experiment and bit my neck. He broke the skin a little but nothing that would cause an infection. I cried out a little. I bit his shoulder. He did the same. Back and forth, drawing blood. Licking it, then kissing once more. I flipped him over and he sat up, leaning against my headboard. With my body on top of his he held my hips in place while still moving at a quick speed.

I placed my hands in the wall trying to stay stable. So much feeling. All my emotions flying around, I was happy. Then angry at myself. Then sad for ever letting this happen, but it felt so amazing. I didn't realize I was crying until Kylo wiped my eyes.

"Babe." He whispered. "We don't-"

"Shut up" I angrily wiped the rest away and continued what I was doing.

Kylo pushed me back down. He kissed his way down my neck. Repeating what he did the first day of school. His hands gently touching my burning skin.

I could only mumble curses. Nothing could match what I was feeling. The self loathing, disgust, passion, lust. Everything, like a rated R version of Inside Out. He kept going lower and lower.

"No."

"What?" He teased.

"Don't. I need-" my words slurred. My lust induced high slowly wearing off "you-here." I was trying to tell him to pay attention to my face. He only raised an eyebrow. I sat up and grabbed his hair pulling him to my face.

"Oooooh" he mumbled against my lips. This kissing session was sloppy, wet, drool everywhere. Drippy is probably the best word to use.

He re-entered, and after many bites, scratches, and kisses; we were done. When he finished for the last time I knew something was wrong. I didn't want to tell him. It was probably nothing. He only held me close and fell asleep with his head on my chest. I smoothed his hair hoping that nothing would come of this.

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The next morning Kylo showered and kissed me goodbye. He went back to his home, and I was left here alone.

I waited till he was out of site from my driveway before rushing to my bathroom and throwing things out of the cupboards looking for them.

Then I found it. My pregnancy tests. Taking one out I read the instructions.

Soaking part down, pee for 5 seconds. 15 minutes and results. Simple enough.

Following to a T, as well as three more with it; I waited. I stress paced around my room, putting things in plastic tubs. What if I am. Where am I going to go? My parents aren't just going to accept this.

My timer went off. I went back into the tiled room and my heart sank.

All four of them were positive. It would be hard to mistake the two bold lines staring back at me.

I'm going to be a mother?

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When fall break was over I didn't say anything on the matter. Maybe it was a mistake. It was nothing.

Everything was the same. The only difference was every morning at 2 am I needed to get up and puke. Hopefully Rey doesn't notice. I fell back asleep and woke up at 5 to see a text from Kylo.

-I have some really important news to tell you.-

-ok. B down in a few-

Sluggishly I made my way down and out of the building. It was colder, should've earn a warmer jacket.

"Good morning. You look like crap" Kylo mocked.

"Don't remind me." I growled "what was the important news?" I changed the subject and my attitude.

"Hmmmm. Well, since I consider you apart of the family"

'Technically not' I tell myself "yeah?"

"Well there is something that I should tell you before-"

"What is it?"

"Luke is Rey's dad."

"The hell?"

"Yeah." He walked over to a bench and pat the space next to him. "So my grandfather was part of a Gang."

"I know"

"How- never mind. Anyway. He met my grandmother and fell in love."

"Okay"

"So he left. Then settled down and had my mother and uncle. She died in child birth. But there was one member of the gang that was pissed and he swore revenge and Killed my grandfather and aunt."

"Harsh"

"Luke in fear sent her away."

"That's awful."

"Yeah. Better you find out now then later"

"Why what are you planning to do?"

"Something" he winked and left me on the cold bench.