Our Little Secret | Beyoncè & Nicki Minaj

Chapter 20

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New York

Beyonce Knowles

*2 weeks later*

Its been a whole two weeks since I've talked to Nicki or Jay. I stayed at our penthouse in New York, planning the next concert I wanted to do. I figured that I've been out of work for a while and I needed to get my head in the game, so doing a concert would be perfect for me.

I munched on the celery and carrots I was eating as a snack while typing a way at my computer. I bit my bit my bottom lip, seeing all the different venues and hotels available for next year. The concert was called Live at Roseland, a little show I wanted to do for my fans. It would be on DVD a week after I filmed it and it would be a hit. While I typed away at my Macbook Pro, Nicki kept coming to mind. It's like we broke up but at the same time we didn't because we never said it was official. I picked up my purse and keys and walked towards the front door, leaving the penthouse a mess. I got into my Mercedes, that I recently took from Jay, and drove towards Nicki's mansion. I needed to tell her my decision that I made damn year a month ago.

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I pulled into Nicki's driveway and went straight to her door. I knocked a good three times and she opened it, eyes wide. "Bey whats up?" She scratched her head and opened the door for me. I dropped my keys on her coffee table and fell onto the couch. "Look Onika I'm sorry I confused you but I want you. No one else. I'm ready to be yours and I'll drop Shaun for you just please , I miss you so much," tears came to my eyes as I expressed my feelings for the person I loved. "I love you more than anything, I can't see myself with anyone else I know you feel that way too" Nicki teared up too. She stood over me just staring and she finally opened her mouth. "B-Bey I love you too but-" I scooted to the end of the couch and grabbed her hands, looking into her eyes. "But nothing, lets go to our husbands right now and tell them. I can't loose you again," one of her tears dropped on my hand and I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her closer to me. "Beyonce I'm leaving, tomorrow. I'm going to California for two years," I immediately unwrapped my arms and looked up at her with a puzzled look on my face. "W-what? Why?" She sighed and sat next to me, rubbing my thigh. "To get away and work, every since I signed the papers to divorce Meek I realized theres no point in this big ass house for me. I divorced him for you when I got back but you took two weeks and by then I already bought a condo in Cali, I'm sorry" she rubbed my back and I shook my head in disbelief. "I can come with you baby! " I smiled but she shook her head and stood up. "I'm sorry Beyonce but whatever we had is over. I put everything on the line for you but you couldn't do that back, what makes you think you'll do it when we're together?" She walked towards the door and grabbed my stuff, handing it to me as I walked next to her. "Please don't do this to me," I sobbed and she grabbed my chin, kissing me. She looked into my eyes as she kissed me but she suddenly pulled away. "You gotta go Bey," she opened the door and I walked out, tears flowing down my face.

Onika Maraj

It took everything out of me to not let Beyonce come with me. Yes, I love her she's my world but I can't let her have a hold on me like that. I'm divorcing Meek next month, which he's not taking so easily, and I bought this house for me and her. I just have to detach its the best decision.

I went upstairs after Beyonce left to finish packing my bags. Hot tears streamed down my face as her heart broken face replayed in my mind. That kiss made me melt, I didn't want to stop. I finished packing within two hours and I sat all of my bags by the front door. Drake and some of his friends will be by tomorrow to take my stuff and I will be headed to the airport. I was a little excited to be moving to Cali but everytime I thought of Bey the excitement faded, leaving me teary eyed. Who would've thought I would be in love with Beyonce. I needed to tell my mom, so she would know and be aware that her daughter isn't who she thought. My mom answered on the third ring and I sighed at her voice.

"Mommy"

"Yes baby?"

"I'm in love with Beyonce."

What do you think will happen next?