Ink Heart

Chapter 7

Josh's POV

We arrive at 8:00 pm it took at while getting threw all the traffic. We get off the motorcycle and get in line to the gate there's not much people in line tho because we arrive early it can get a little shady at late hours so I thought we should go now.

Man I can help but stare at her and she is so perfect looking in every way even her hair didn't get messed up from the ride over. I look at her dress and notice a price tag still attached.

"Kristen, did you buy this dress for tonight?"

"I'll never tell" *winks*

"We'll your price tag is still on it"

She looked shocked, and reached back pulling off the price tag. I responded laughing-

"I will take that as a yes"

At the gate there's a big man that asks for are names.

"My names Josh Hutcherson and this girl here is coming in with me."

He nods his head and just like that were inside the club, it's huge with a tone of people inside I don't know any of these people but I don't care I just want this girl by my side.

We head over to the bar to start off with some drinks we take some shots to ease the nerves Kristen had three shots I can't drink that much since I'll be driving, Kristen grabs my hand and heads out to the dance floor a song is playing I've heard it before its called Get you home by LMFAO. We start fast dancing together moving to the beat of the song grinding each other not caring if anyone else sees I even showed off a few moves to impress her. We have been dancing for almost a hour now and Kristen has gone to the bar 3 times to take shots and she is getting really drunk you can tell.

Kristen's POV

Josh is such a awesome dancer I'm okay but he is really good. We are dancing when we start grinding are body's together again, I reach down and grab his crouch it is hard I know he is horny now and it turns me on. He looks at me with a smirk then he grabs by back I jump up and swing my legs up around his back when he spins me around. Once we stop spinning I look at him and say

"Josh lets get out of her already and wink at him."

He understands what I mean and we both race for the door.

Josh's POV

I am so horny now I just wait to fool around with her. I hope she knows what she's saying tho because well Kristen is really drunk right now, I don't know maybe nothing will happen tonight I just don't want to pressure her.

We hope on the motorcycle in no time we are flat cruising threw traffic I can't hear Kristen screaming with excitement. 

She throws her arms up, laughing and screaming. Now I know that she's wasted.

We get back to my place where I already am not even in full park when I get off my motorcycle, I pick her up she starts kissing and were making out I make it inside the house still holding her, were dirty making out now all the way up the stairs to my bedroom. I throw her on the bed. I can barley contain it anymore "I need to fuck her" She is lying on the bed with her feet off the edge of it. I start with her dress and slip it off past her legs her shoes fell off a long time ago. I look at the under wear she's wearing, there matching.

"You knew this was going to happen tonight didn't you"

I first need to get her wet, I get off the bed to the end where her legs are blent resting at the end of the bed. I spread her thighs open when I notice something.

On her thighs are these marks white lined marks that are at the top of her thighs some are still pink too. I stop, I know that she self harms.

I feel this pain in my chest that rushing down to my gut. I follow the trail of cuts and it leads down to her ankles where there looks to be hundreds of old and new cuts. Kristen notices that I am sitting there now just staring at her legs, she moves right away.

Kristen's POV

He just sat there staring at me waiting for me to say something I've never seen him this way before. I started to cry maybe it was from the alcohol but I couldn't stop it now, tears were pouring down my face my makeup is now a mess and I looks terrible. I don't want Josh to see me this way so I cover my face with my hands.

I feel him sit next to me and put his arm around my back I've never felt so embarrassed.

"Kristen? Why would you do this to yourself?"

He sounded so confused and helpless it just made me cry more. I take my hands off my face so I could see his face, he was crying too I could see the tears down his cheek.

Seeing Josh cry was the saddest thing I've ever seen, you could see all the worry in his eyes I've never had someone care so much about me before. He started to talk again.

"Your really scaring me?" You could die you know doing this!" "Please don't do it ever again."

I couldn't answer because I was crying to hard, I made theses really ugly noises too. 

I got up and put my dress back on I felt so embarrassed I didn't even want to look at him I just ran down stairs to the door until Josh ran up ahead blocking me from leaving. I start pushing his chest to get away from the door and screaming at him but its no use he's much too strong.

"I'm not letting you leave me after this Kristen" I don't know if you will go home and do this again" I don't ever want to lose you."

I finally stop pushing him and collapse to the floor sobbing. He sits down next to me and held me in his arms. After about a hour I stop crying and Josh picks me up in his arms and carries me upstairs. I take off my shoes and crawl into bed Josh goes to his dresser to get changed, he doesn't mind taking off all his clothes in front of me (expect his boxers) he puts on his pyjamas and crawls under the covers with me and handing me one of his white shirts. I take off my dress and put it on.

It was almost 1:00 am now. 

We lied there with his chest on my back, in silence. He reached down and linked his fingers with mine. Until Josh noticed more cuts on all over my arm. This time he didn't freak out instead he sat up stared at my cuts on my arm leaned over and kissed my scars then looked up at me and smiled and said

"Kristen do you want to be my girlfriend?"

(I had fun making this chapter btw the song playing at the club is the video on the side its not my type of song I would listen too I like more hipster but you know it's a club)